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First Love Letter in 2012.

2012-01-12T01:55:00.001+08:00

I am very surprise when I read the subject of the email. Lol, I have never thought that I would receive a love letter after such a long time. Hmmm, good try! Well, about the content of the letter and the identity of the sender, sorry it will be remain confidential.

Silly Status Post on FB

2012-01-12T01:24:00.000+08:00

Due to my frustration towards men, I actually posted this on my fb in the morning to vent it out:

Never did I expect, this post have actually caught a lot of attention from my friends -_-. And yes, a few of my girl friends was asking me in private msg and in person what happened, why I want to become a lesbian? I am just making a statement like that because of etc etc and of course I wouldn't turn into a lesbian. I was just thinking if I were to be a les, then guys would not approach me and I wouldn't be involve with guys and won't be bothered by them...most of the guys are heart-breakers what. Lol! Don't worry, I am too straight to become a les.

Soft-hearted...

2011-12-31T14:53:00.000+08:00

is my biggest weakness! heart, could you please be more firm? brain, could you please be more rational?

2012 New Year Resolutions!

2011-12-28T12:07:00.001+08:00

2011 is going to end soon, I hope a new year, 2012 would be a great year for me! So, here's my 2012 resolutions:

1. To be a better person and live my life better than ever!

2. To focus on building my career! gain as much experience as possible!

3. To lose weight (hopefully 7-8kgs), by exercising regularly/consistently (FYI, i don't go on diet, i love food!!!)

4. To live a well balanced and healthy life. Eat well, exercise regularly and sufficient sleeping hours.

5. To spend wisely, save up more for travelling.

6. To stay positive and happy all the time.

7. To be more alert and less absent minded.

I think that's all I can think of, pretty simple and typical resolutions right? But the losing weight part is pretty difficult, anyway I hope I can do it!

Merry Christmas 2011!!!

2011-12-26T10:34:00.000+08:00

It's end of the year already, a little scary! I had a very wonderful X'Mas by spending quality time with my bestest friend, Reena. This Christmas, I just hope that me & family will stay happy and healthy and I would 'heal' completely and keep my sanity. I like things to be simple and I don't like complication. A week to New Year, that's scary...I haven't make any New Year's Resolution yet. It's gonna really hectic at work towards the year end and beginning of the year T_T. Anyway, I shall look at the brighter side, CNY is just less than a month away and I am flying back home in about three weeks time, oh yay!Have a Merry and blessed X'Mas, everyone!

Happy Winter Solstice!!!

2011-12-22T23:49:00.000+08:00

冬至快乐!!! It's Winter Solstice Festival, it's end of the year, 2011 is ending way so soon! I didn't even realize it's Winter Solstice until I saw the greetings about this in fb this morning. Last year, I get to enjoy homemade tang yuan back at home. This year, away from home across the South China Sea, hence don't need to expect any glutinous rice ball and nice home cook. This year, I didn't expect I get to eat tang yuan, thanks to my friend for the unexpected special delivery. That have really made my day after a long tiring day at work after the Factory Acceptance Test for the whole day.

tang yuan!

Victory is Sweet

2011-12-22T23:00:00.001+08:00

I am not a person who loves to outdo others or to be more accurate, in mandarin '好勝' but I love the feeling of winning, very exciting especially when I don't even expect it! It feels really good to win sth, it's like scoring an A grade in studies. Recently, early of Dec, my company organized annual dinner with the team Freaky Friday Annual Dinner & Dance. And for the dinner, the committee organized a talent show competition and the reward is MYR3000. The condition is it has to be at least 5 person in a group. I did think of taking part but I couldn't get so many people so forget it!

So, a bunch of my colleague of my dept was actually discussing about participating in the talent show in the very last minute (the day before annual dinner itself). And A actually asked me to joined her group for the performance, the group plan to perform The Cranberries - Zombie, live band show with a singer, 2 guitarist and a drummer, while the rest of us will be acting/dancing. I actually love taking parts in such thing and since A invited me along so since she need ppl and I don't have to specially dress up so why not! A is a great singer...she has got a powerful vocal. So my group actually consist of 11ppl, I act as a human, all I do is acting, running ard chased by the zombies... I just want to have fun and did not expect to win anything.

There were actually four team competing, they do dancing/acting/drama and there is one team doing mario thing, I would say very creative. Guess what, my team actually won the competition, the 3k cheque so wheeeeee!!! Big credit to the live band, esp the singer. Our live band performance was very power! I am just like supporting role but I am glad to help and to be part of the team! Just last month in my company's amazing race, I am in the winning team as well but the reward is not cash. Oh yay, victory is really sweet!!!

my first time holding such a big cheque and it's sooo cool!!

The Malaysia K9 Day 2011

2011-12-19T14:56:00.001+08:00

The Malaysia K9 Day 2011 held at Scott Garden, Old Klang Road organized by Puppycom and the flow of the event is as following:

Time	Event Details
11:00am	Start of the Event
11:15am	Opening and Launch of the Malaysia K9 Day
11:30am	Puppycom Amazing Dog Recall Race
11:55am	Demo by the Royal Malaysia Police K9 Unit on Drug Detection, Crowd and Crime Control
12:25pm	Lucky Draw 1
12:45pm	Dog Obedience Demonstration by the Puppycom
1:15pm	Puppycom Dog Most Creative Fashion Contest
1:45pm	Puppycom Dog Weave Challenge
2:15pm	Puppycom Dog Simon Says Challenge
2:40pm	Lucky Draw 2
2:45pm	Puppycom Dog Musical Chair Challenge
3:15pm	Puppycom Dog Best Tricks Challenge
3:45pm	Puppycom Dog Longest Sit Stay Challenge
4:15pm	Lucky Draw 3
4:30pm	Puppycom Dog Wagging Tail Challenge
5:00pm	End of the Event

I have never been to Scott Garden, it's my first time driving there and I got lost. I didn't realize the location I get fr my GPS is wrong and the best thing there is no Old Klang Road or Scott Garden in the GPS. I followed Google map, and oh yeah I saw Scott Garden but I am passing pass it on top of the flyover and there is no exit to there...argh, got to drive a big round to U-Turn back. I feel like giving up already then my friend gave me some directions through the phone then only I managed to get there, after wasting my time and money passing the NPE toll -_-"

I'm gonna give up and go shopping instead if I still can't get myself there. I am considered a tourist in KL what. I am glad I made my way there. My ultimate objective to go there is to play with ppl's Huskies. Too bad there is only one husky at the event. Quite many came with Alaskan Malamutes and Golden Retrievers. But since Alaskan Malamute looks like Huskies so I very syokkk to see them too! Not forgetting some photo sessions with the dogs as well. Most of the dog owners are very sporting and don't mind you to take photo of or with their pets.

Shasha!

she's such a beauty GSD, reminds me of my GSD...

very fury and manja alaskan m.

huge brown alaskan m.

the golden retrievers and a dalmatian

the only husky at the event!

Husky with Heterochromia

so fluffyyy

this one shall be American Pitbull Terrier

The whole black German Shepherd

local breed. reminds me of one of my best fren's pet "Bobby Wong" coz both of the dogs look similar!

Ass Back Home (Cover by Tiffany Alvord & Luke Conard)

2011-12-16T14:34:00.000+08:00

I really love their cover of "Gym Class Heroes - Ass Back Home". It's awesome so check it out!

Lyrics:

I don't know where you're going

Or when you're coming home

I left the keys under the mat to our front door

For one more chance to hold you close

I don't know where you're going

Just get yourself back home

We both knew this type of life

Didn't come with instructions

So I'm trying to do my best

To make something outta nothing

And sometimes it gets

Downright stupid in fact

When you call and I don't even know

What city I'm at

Or what day of the week in the middle of the month

In a year I don't recall

It's like my life's on repeat and the last time we spoke

I told you I wouldn't be long

That was last November now December's almost gone

I'd apologize but I don't realize what I'm doing wrong

I don't know where you're going

Or when you're coming home

I left the keys under the mat to our front door

For one more chance to hold you close

I don't know where you're going

Just get your yourself home

And you been nothing but amazing

And I never take that for granted

Half of these birds would have flew

To coop with you, you truly understand it

And the fact you stood beside me

Every time you heard some bogusness

You deserve a standing o

'Cause they'd a just been over it

Let em talk, let em talk, let em talk, let em talk

Like we don't hear what they saying

Let em walk, let em walk, let em walk, let em walk

We'll just drive by and keep waving

Cause you and I above all that

Just let em wallow in it

Now they all choked up, yup

Cause they be swallowing it

I don't know where you're going

Or when you're coming home

I left the keys under the mat to our front door

For one more chance to hold you close

I don't know where you're going

Just get your yourself home

We put the us in trust, baby

Let's go!

I don't care what you're after

As long as I'm the one, no

I don't care why you're leaving

You'll miss me when you're gone

I don't know where you're going

Or when you're coming home

I left the keys under the mat to our front door

For one more chance to hold you close

I don't know where you're going

Just get your yourself home

I'm home baby

12-12-11

2011-12-15T00:41:00.005+08:00

So, I am a year older and of course a year wiser!!! Although I do look younger than my real age, I do notice my complexion starts to age, a few dark spots been developing on the skin, some fine lines...start worrying about my complexion already but I actually don't really give a damn about it since it's mild...I just hope I age real slow haha!!

Thanks to J, for celebrating my birthday with me...if not it would have been one hell super boring and meaningless birthday. So it was like a complete set of birthday celebration, with cake, dinner, present and booze, haha! That was pretty sweet and kind of J. I do appreciate it. Thank you, J for making my birthday a memorable one and it was very surprising, I did not expect all these. My birthday present J had given me is a financial book, Rich Dad Poor Dad. It must because of I kept complaining that I am dead broke recently! Anyway, I was surprise to get this book as present as I have been thinking of buying this book but then one of my coursemate offered to lend it to me last two weeks and now I have the book for myself, lol!

My birthday cake - Chocolate Fudge

BBQ Pork & Kimchi

Korean chicken soup

Korean side dishes

aftermeal

my birthday pressie

So, my birthday wasn't that bad afterall. Next year, 12-12-12 is an awesome date. I'm gonna make sure next year birthday to be awesomeee!!!

祝我生日快乐!

2011-12-12T01:27:00.003+08:00

Happy Birthday to me! How time flies!!! As I grow older after graduation, I kept losing count of my own age. The funny thing is most of the people always guess I am younger because of my young outlook. I find it funny when guys younger than me thought I am younger than them. It's a compliment anyway and I shall be happy about it.

After what happened in the recent months, seriously I do not expect anything for my birthday. I don't even have the enthusiasm to organize anything as well. Furthermore I am faraway from home, most of my friends are back in Miri. About b'day celebrations, no party or anything fancy this year! I'll just go with the flow...Last week, my lunch gang, two managers fr diff dept and a colleague actually gave me a lunch treat for my b'day in advance, I felt really happy after a stressful morning at work!

Then, I have met up with my bestest fren on Sat and I was surprised to receive birthday present from her and she gave me a lunch treat as well. Thanks my dear Reena, really appreciate it!!! <3 My birthday this year would be much dull without her. She bought me a box of chocolates and some other souvenirs which she bought fr Taiwan. So the choc she bought looks so nice, I can't bear to eat those with nice shape, esp the rose one. I tried the two at the most right, it taste really good! Tasted high percentage of dark cocoa but it's not bitter and it just melt in your mouth, awesome-ness!

very classy packing

so pretty right!

I hope all my wishes will come true and the incoming 2012 would be a much better year!!!

Workaholic?

2011-12-06T18:47:00.000+08:00

I think I am turning into a workaholic. I was never one before I moved to KL for work. Working overtime is very rare back in my hometown, like almost none, it's much more relax back then and good life! I used to think people who worked overtime like till 7pm or later are crazy but now I am like that myself ever since I have moved to KL due to heavy workload. I even stayed up to 9+pm alone in the office to get my work done. At my workplace, usually around 7+ very few people left and by 8pm most likely everyone will leave, for my floor. Seriously I have never thought I could work overtime till so late (mind you, I don't get paid for working overtime). Anyway, I am glad my profession is not as extreme as auditor! Well, career is my main focus point as I do not have a better half to ~~distract me~~ spend time with so cheers!

If Only You Could Understand My Frustrations...

2011-12-04T23:14:00.002+08:00

It have been eight months living my working life around KL. How time flies! And it's amazing how things changes in time, too much changes in such a short period. I couldn't accept the changes in the beginning. I am actually pretty adaptable to changes but then as I grow up, there are a lot of things I got to worry about, I can't be as carefree as I used to be when I was still a student. Moreover, there are a lot of doubts and uncertainties that made me even more worried.

When I first moved over to KL, I stayed at Damansara, I was lucky enough to find a place to stay through the internet and it is within walking distance, about ten minutes to my workplace. So it's actually a double terrace storey house, I rented a single small room at downstairs. The house condition was quite okay and I stayed with three other girls, a Chinese, an Indonesian and a Sabahan. However, some of the girls wasn't hygenic! They just doesn't care about the cleanliness of the house, sigh! One of them always leave her leftover food or dishes on the dining table or at the basin for days or up to weeks without washing them, some of them never throw the trashes away whenever it's full. So it's pretty annoying...The most irritating part is because of all these, my room frequently got attacked by cockroaches!

My room is clean and I do not keep food inside my room. The problem is my room is downstairs and next to the kitchen.It was very very frustrating when like almost every week cockroach hijacked my room. Got once even flew n landed on my lap. Everytime I have to find it, chase it and kill it. I really hate cockroach, made me phobia a little. But I had no choice since I have no car and it is so near to my office.

Later, like after 1 to 2 months working with the company I received news that my company is going to move to another side of PJ most probably by end of the year. And the new place is not accessible by public transport. I was really worried about the transportation and finding new place to stay. The new office location isn't accessible by public transports and there are no accommodation over there which is within walking distance so transportation is a very major issue. My employment with that company was a two years contract but luckily termination notice is a month. So it's really frustrating and worrying, I have no idea if I shall stay with the company as I have just joined, don't know if it is worth to stay as it was a contractual employment, worried about the transportation as I couldn't afford to buy a car by myself and didn't dare to discuss with my parents as I think my parents won't allow me to buy a car here and my mum would definitely ask me to return to hometown to work. I even thought of moving back my hometown because of all these unforeseen circumstances!

Finally, I found a better job offer and it's a permanent position, which is my current job but transportation is an issue to me. I feel grateful my aunt is willing to lend me a car temporarily while I slowly settle down with my job here. So regarding job and transportation issue, it's settled. However, my worries doesn't end here, I have issues with my accommodation. Due to another unforeseen circumstances, I gave away and moved out from my rented room at Damansara and moved to a condo in PJ. The room is clean and lean. I kinda like it. However, I couldn't sleep well everyday. There is a low cost apartment located at opposite my room and I think there's a Surau there. It was really noisy and very disturbing. Everyday at 5++ am they blast their morning calls for prayers super loud!!! It had never failed to wake me up...I don't have to wake up so early for work actually, I could have slept for another 30-40mins. I just started new job that time and I wanted to focus on my new job but due to lack of sleep sometimes I hardly focus on my new job. You see, lack of sleep leads to frustration and bad temper. Sometimes even when I go to bed I was worrying like tomorrow I got to be awaken by the prayers :(.

In addition, the noise pollution is not only during the early morning. During weekends on Sat/Sun, the Malays from the low cost apartment will play their malay drums super loud and sing very loud from like morning 9-10am until 3-4pm! I'm not sure if it's like their practise session or whatever. I couldn't sleep well because of the morning call at 5+am, then I wanted to rest on weekends sleep longer, or nap/rest in the noon also cannot you see. I really don't understand why can't they be considerate about other residents around my area. Therefore, throughout the month of September I was really super frustrated and hence my temper got worsen. Because of all these, I am always unhappy during that period. Throughout the one whole month staying there I couldn't sleep well and I always didn't rest well. Then, I had issues finding people to take over my room so I can move to another room at my friend's place which is at different units. I endured such noise pollution for a month!

Luckily after a mth, I moved to another unit, facing another side of the condo, and hence no more noise pollutions! Peace and quiet! I can finally have my beauty sleep! Too much endurance....

Musical Instruments

2011-12-04T21:55:00.003+08:00

I love musical instruments especially the piano. Ever since I am a kid I always wanted to learn piano, really love the sound of the piano! However, my mum refuse to send me for piano lessons :(. She said it is a waste of money. Due to my strong passion for learning the piano, I actually asked my cousin to teach me and even learned myself! She actually teached me up to Level 2 / Grade 1. So I could play the classical music from the typical piano books up to Grade 1-2 only. Then I even joined my school marching/brass band since primary school and that's where I learnt the music theories from.

The other musical instruments I have learnt to play are recorder, french horn and violin. I have forgotten most of the notes already as I haven't been playing all these instruments for ages. Recently, I am keen to learn guitar. I think I got the influence from Jay Chou, Lee Hom & Jayesslee. I feel like it's quite nice if I am able to learn guitar as it's feasible to bring it around to play and sing at the same time. Then there is a friend who is willing to teach so why not! I always thought guitar is quite easy to play but I guess I was very wrong.

After the guitar lesson #101, I realize it's not easy to learn guitar. What's more when I start learning on acoustic guitar and it is really really painful! I would not forget how my friend pressed my fingers on the acoustic guitar strings when I first learn guitar. It is so torturous to the finger tips, my fingers were extremely pain and I even screamed. Despite all the pain, I will keep on practising till my fingers get use to it, won't give up just like that *determined*. I am keen to master the basic chords to play one of my favourite english song. Hopefully it won't take me too long to master the basic chords. I actually took some photos while I was practising the guitar this morning just for fun as I was too free. So I end this post with the photos of me practising the guitar with my bare-faced, without a single make up:-

Practising C chord

fingers pain n numb dy, so just pause for a silly pose, bleak!

practising seriously

My Fried Rice

2011-12-04T20:16:00.001+08:00

It have been about three months I haven't cook! I am not a good cook as I can only cook simple meals. And ta da, here's my dinner of the night, fried rice with egg, sausage and stir-fried vege. It is edible but it's kinda oily and my vege a bit too salty. My power of estimation for cooking already gone case since I haven't been cooked for such a long time. I guess I am gonna cook more often to improve my cooking skill.

Do I Need a Reason to Fly Back Hometown?

2011-12-01T14:09:00.001+08:00

As I have moved to KL for career advancement, I really miss home and I do travel back Miri once in a while. And I am kinda stunned when my friends or colleagues were asking me "What's your purpose of going back Miri?", then even my mum asked me "Why are you coming back to Miri?" These are the response or shall I say 'questions' I got from my friends/colleague/mum that I am coming back home during non-festive season. Hey, Miri is my hometown and I was wondering do I need any reason to fly back my own home?! like seriously?As for my mum, I understand it's because she don't want me to spend the money or burn my leaves to fly home often.

I got really homesick and bought airticket back to Miri a mth in advance to fly back hometown last weekend. So I really enjoy myself back in hometown, I still have many many friends back there, gotten to know new friends everytime I went back and so on...I enjoy the stress free, jam free, peaceful and comfortable life back home. Although the night life in Miri isn't that exciting but I don't even mind, as long as I have a group of friends to chill around the same spot every weekend, it's good enough.

So I told some of my friends/colleagues "I feel like going back Miri to work....miss the life there! Our company is gonna set up an office there right?" My colleague replied me "Yeah, but it's a sales office and are you very career minded? Anyway, I don't think Miri is suitable for you, Miri too quiet already, not suitable for you" Another colleague added "I see you very proactive and career minded so Miri is not suitable for you". Then, I was telling them "I am actually not very career minded and I enjoy peaceful quiet life and no traffic jam". Then my colleague was saying "I see Miri in the next 10 yrs also traffic jam, after experiencing the jam in KL more then you'll get use to it, buy a property nearer to workplace here!". In addition they were saying, if just feel like going back home sometimes, very easy, just buy air ticket fly back anytime, no need move back Miri.

I am officially homesick again although I just went back last weekend.

Re-vamp!

2011-11-30T12:12:00.004+08:00

I have finally re-vamp my blog! Is it nice? Most of my photos are in portrait instead of landscape and hence, not many photos I can actually choose from to put on my blog's header. This is not the best picture of mine but the background is beautiful! Stay tuned for more updates!

Jay Chou, You Are Mine Mine!!!

2011-11-03T09:31:00.000+08:00

好期待周杰倫第十一的专辑, 惊叹号！！！因为他我开始听华语歌。永远的爱你(的音乐)，周杰倫！Thank goodness for pinyin, I better write in English before I embarass myself with my lousy chinese! So, Jay is releasing his 11th Album Exclamation Mark on November 11th, 2011, yeah 11-11-11! I can't wait for it. So here's one of his new song "Mine Mine" 杰倫,你唱出了我的心声。This is actually a pretty sad song, for the brokenhearts. Anyway the lyrics is pretty sad, the music doesn't sounds sad though. I love the music of this song, Jay's style of music. So, here's the lyrics which I obtained from somewhere online:

主唱：周杰倫
作曲：周杰倫
填詞：周杰倫

沒有你的生活　我開始寫小說
好多畫面好多靈感　我要把稿費都給你
巷口不小心經過　你的車子依舊停在紅線　幫你繳罰單
你叫我別管我　才想到我們已經分開

想起那一個夏天　那不是那不是那是冬天
想起你生氣的臉　每天就像冬天　唉唉唉
你說那是愛愛愛

誰該堅強起來　月亮還是太陽
是誰遮了誰　是誰都會依賴
你說已分開　為什麼還要幫你撐傘
Cuz baby you are mine mine(Mine..。。)
Mine mine(Mine..。。)
太快　就承認　我真的很想你
會不會沒有男子氣概
You say Bye-bye(Bye ) Oh bye-bye(Bye )
拆開　我的心隨你看　滿滿的都是愛

我的眼皮跳一下　代表你在想我
我的耳朵癢一下　代表你在講我壞話
我沒這麼不好吧　不用跟朋友說吧
如果以後和好了　看到你朋友不是很尷尬
想起那一個夏天　那不是那不是那是冬天

想起你生氣的臉　每天就像冬天　唉唉唉
你說那是愛愛愛
騙誰　我說的氣話都收回
我寫的小說　根本是空白黑夜
你說既然已分開　為何還要幫你撐傘

嘜嘜　你嘜擱嘜擱偷偷離開
嘜嘜　你嘜擱嘜擱偷偷離開
嘜驚　我不會放你一人治那你想祙有人靠有人會疼
嘜吶　你雨傘雨傘趕緊打開
嘜吶　你雨傘雨傘趕緊打開
嘜鬧　落大雨你淋雨我艱苦
落大雨我沒你會艱苦

Cuz baby you are mine mine(Mine..。。)
Mine mine(Mine..。。)
太快就承認我真的很想你
會不會沒有男子氣概　You say
嘜吶　你雨傘雨傘趕緊打開
嘜吶　你雨傘雨傘趕緊打開
嘜鬧　落大雨你淋雨我艱苦
落大雨我沒你會艱苦

Lost Good Things (Initial D OST #5)

2011-09-29T11:09:00.002+08:00

Pull off my blindfold
And you're just too cold
You show me true friend
Baby I was so sore
You might as well cut me off physically
You know you got me on the edge of those dreams
And I can't believe it
And don't know what to think
Summer times arouse with so love sick
Now it's so sick cause they ain't about love
Your hint is apart and the day between us wasn't enough

And I know
I felt good times come
I thought they stay
Things I've done and become what may
Angels came but they left today
And I let you slip away
Listen now

Burning empty
Still this can't be
Believe it or not not that happy
Hotel motel is hot in hell
Free from my cell
But now left with no home
Ohhh......

I want you to know
I never would have
All figure out that would you gave me now
We could have been forever
Now it's bringing me down
The high now the low
Up and down we go
Put myself too close
Got burnt like toast
Feels like I'm sinking in the dead sea
Don't really care the space inside is so empty
It's like it's over
Before it begun
This song is over
And now so is our one

About Love - What Women & Men Should Know!!!

2011-09-27T18:57:00.000+08:00

This is like the fundamental of true love! Two people got together into a long term relationship took a lot of effort...if both are incompatible, during the honeymoon stage will definitely realize. As relationship got over the honeymoon period and into a serious stage, there's always conflicts, arguments, disagreement. This is like so normal, it happens to every couples out there. The fact is, men and women are absolutely different, it's not about incompatibility when conflict/arguments arises, it's the difference between men and women. Despite such difference which God has made, men and women definitely complement each other perfectly. Read this article by clicking this link: http://www.catholic.net/forums/viewtopic.php?f=20&t=1895

I believe if problems exist in a relationship, no matter how hard is it, it can be solved together, by both. There's a quote saying "Meeting someone and finding love is not easy, to be together with the person you love is even harder" so treasure your better half! Don't ever find an easy way up by giving up!!!(unless probably you don't actually love them so much or you think you want to have another option). Cherish!!!

Arthur's Day 2011!

2011-09-23T10:21:00.000+08:00

Yes, thanks to my bff, Erica Ting FanPage, I secure myself money can't buy invitation to Arthur's Day Worldwide Celebration 2011! It's my first time attending this concert. I have been feeling rather down recently due to some personal issues so Taio Cruz, cheer me up tonight!!! See ya peeps tonight! TGIF, rock on Fri night!

Nasi Lemak 2.0

2011-09-11T12:50:00.001+08:00

I would say this is the best Malaysian film I have ever watched. Nasi Lemak 2.0 is very hilarious yet meaningful! If you are a Malaysian, you would fully understand the messages Namewee is conveying, either directly or indirectly through the film. I did not expect anything from the film, I just know it's Namewee first film, and it's about Malaysian and I just want to watch it and support our local film. I think all the Malaysian would be very proud of him in this film.

Just the day before yesterday I asked my friends to watch this film with me on yesterday, he said no more local film for him as the previous (probably the first) "I Love Wing Chun" sucks so he don't bother to watch Nasi Lemak 2.0. I have never watched "I Love Wing Chun" but I have watched the earlier martial arts local film "Kinta" and it sucks. If local film about martial arts, yeah of course it is not good to be frank and people tend to compare with HK's martial arts movies, confirm fail eh if compare like this. However, Nasi Lemak 2.0 is totally different genre, it's something like Singapore Jack Neo's film, about the coutry, citizens and moral values.

If you go to Namewee's YouTube and watch his "Part 1 & 2 Namewee wanna PM Malaysia", you will actually get to see and realize how much effort he had put in for this film. I am amazed by his courage, bravery and his never give up spirit, he is really determined to do this film! And I am glad he have success! This film is showing throughout the whole Malaysia, and even in Melbourne and I don't know where else in other countries...

Throughout the "Part 1 & 2 Namewee wanna meet PM Malaysia", I was pretty shocked to hear one of the I-have-no-idea-who-is-it from FINAS was saying the loan for his film can't be approve because 50% conversation or more are in Chinese and that is not "1 Malaysia" like wtf man.....Even the lady YB is trying to help him to get the loan for his film actually got transferred to another department. Sometimes I really do not think our country is really democratic from so many things I have seen. But I am not gonna write about it as it is a very sensitive issue, I do not want to get myself into troubles.

Anyway, this is a low budget film as he actually got funded from a businessman to make this film, but according to him, which it's not much, hence, I would say do not put such a high expectation. But for such a low budgeted film, I think Namewee did a really great job! Moreover, it is his first film! He shared in the video that to do filming at low cost, there are three criterias:

1st : you must use a smaller, lighter and portable equipment, because you can carry it whereever you go and saving your time and energy.

2nd: You need to have a lot of good friends. The good friends of his involving in Nasi Lemak filming are good friends he know throughout the recent years in entertainment line.

3rd: Support from Malaysian artistes

And have I told you, I actually watched Nasi Lemak 2.0 at GSC Tropicana City Mall last night and guess what??? I saw an angmoh, yes a Caucasian, probably in his late 30s or early 40s watching Nasi Lemak 2.0, sitting right next to my friend. And I was like "wow" even a foreigner would watch our local film, amazing! I am not sure if he get the meaning of the film as most of the languages spoken in the film are Malay n Chinese. Hopefully he find it nice. I had been laughing from the beginning until the end of the film, and a lot of laughter from the audiences as well. I fully recommend fellow Malaysians to watch this film!!! Even a Caucasian support our local film, why not us Malaysians? (~~not sure if he watch the film to see babes like Karen Kong, Felixia Yeap, Nur Fathia, Nadine Ann~~, lol)

I miss home T_T

2011-08-14T21:33:00.000+08:00

It has been four months since I have shifted from my beloved hometown to KL. Four months felt like ages. Entertainment in city life is of course much more exciting. It's a good place for travel and play but definitely not for settling down. The jams, the crowd, the hectic life, the bad air, the high living cost, etc. Oh well...it was indeed a very tough decision to make, to move out from my comfort zone to a place which I am unfamiliar with, for love and career. In short, life is tough. I miss home very much. Such a comfortable and healthy life back home with much lower living cost, no jams and convenience to go around the city. I wouldn't say that I am regret with my decisions, I am still young and I want to experience the world outta my comfort zone. Well, we always can't get the best of both worlds. Although we lose something but we actually gained something else and vice versa. This is life, and I am living it.

First post in 2011!

2011-08-08T23:31:00.001+08:00

Wow, I'm amazed by myself for not blogging for over a year! Ever since my Sony K800i was spoilt, I never bother to blog because that's the only camera (yes, phone camera) I had been relying during my university years. Blogging are definitely uninteresting without photos. Then moving on...after I started joining the real workforce, life have been pretty boring because of the daily working routine and of course tiring. Anyway, I think the main reason is I lost my passion to blog and I started to enjoy having more privacy, didn't want to share so much of what's happening in my life (as most of the time I blog about my life). However, I may start blogging soon as I've finally got a new smartphone, with camera couple of mths back so we shall see!

Autumn's Concerto / Next Stop, Happiness) / 下一站，幸福

2010-05-24T21:45:00.001+08:00

Autum's Concerto is a Taiwanese romance drama, which consist of 21 episodes. This is the 3rd Taiwanese drama that I have ever watched. My 1st was Ming Zhong Zhu Ding Wo Ai Ni, 2nd was Bu Liang Xiao Hua (Miss No Good). I really like Autumn's Concerto as it's not like those typical Taiwanese dramas - super fantasy, super exaggerate acting/expression. I started to watch this drama as I listen to Wo Ai Ta aka I Love Him by Della Ding and my friend recommended it to me, telling me that it's really nice. And yes, very nice indeed!

I was surprise to see Van Ness Wu as the male lead, to be even surprise, I never know his acting skills are so good! Heard fr my friend that he really improved a lot on his acting skill. Well, I don't know anything about that since I am actually not a fan of Taiwanese Drama and totally never a fan of F4. Van got a great body & he's got style! The little boy in the drama, 'Xiao Le' is very cute!

Sypnosis
Ren Guang Xi (Van Ness Wu), a cocky law student, seems to lead the perfect life. He's the sole successor to a huge and famous business and a talented ice hockey player. But in reality, his lonely life lacks joy, laughter and motivation. That is until he meets Liang Mu Cheng (An Yi Xuan), the new bento seller at his school canteen.

Although orphaned at a young age, Mu Cheng does not let her past affect her and lives life with great passion and determination. A harmless bet brings the two together and Guang Xi slowly changes as Mu Cheng teaches him how to give and love.

Tragedy strikes when Guang Xi suddenly has to go through a major brain surgery which causes him to lose his memory. His mother begs Mu Cheng to leave him and the latter has no choice but to do so. Little does she know that she already has Guang Xi's child.

Six years pass. Mu Cheng lives a quiet life with her young son in the countryside while Guang Xi is now a successful lawyer and is engaged to He Yi Qian, the kind and beautiful doctor who took care of him after his surgery. A strangely familiar piano piece stirs Guang Xi's heart as he struggles to recall his past romance with Mu Cheng. How will the couple make up for six years of lost time? Happiness, which stop do I alight at?

-End of Sypnosis

This sentence is extracted from the mid episode of Autumn's Concerto, where 'Tuo Ye' express his love to 'Mu Cheng':

我不想在看到你受委屈
wo bu xiang zai kan dao ni shou wei qu
I don't want to see you suffer anymore

也不想看到你哭
ye bu xiang kan dao ni ku
and I don't want to see you cry anymore

请你不要告诉我你可以照顾自己
qing ni bu yao gao shu wo ni ke yi zhao gu zhi ji
please don't tell me that you can take care of yourself

那是在骗你自己
na shi zai pian ni zhi ji
that's lying to yourself

也不要劝我放弃你
ye bu yao quan wo fang qi ni
and don't try to persuade me to give up on you

因为我不知道该这么放弃
yin wei wo bu zhi dao gai zhen me fang qi
because I don't know how to give up

不要问我到底喜欢你那里
bu yao wen wo dao di shi huan ni na li
don't ask me why I like you

因为我只会一直这样喜欢下去
yin wei wo zhi hui yi zhi zhe yang xi huan xia qu
because I will only keep on liking you"

"I don't want to see you suffer anymore and i don't want to see you cry anymore. Please don't tell me that you can take care of yourself, that's lying to yourself. And don't try to persuade me to give up on you, because i don't know how to give up. Don't ask me y i like you because i will only keep on liking you." - Autumn's Concerto

Oh my! This is like SOOOOOOO SWEEEEEEETTTTTTTTTT!!!! *melts my heart* Ok, I am done with the drama and time to get outta fantasies, hehe!

My First Tulips!

2010-04-19T00:37:00.001+08:00

This is the fourth bouquet of flower that I have received from R. The previous three flower bouquets were all roses. His fave is roses :) This year's Valentine's, he gave me a surprise me by giving me a bouquet of purple tulips! They are so beautiful & lovely. I felt so happy and touched at the same time! He knew purple is my fav color and he knew that tulips are my fave. I do love roses, perhaps not as much as tulips, hehe! Lucky me to get such a sweet bf like him. I really love receiving flowers fr my sweetheart. Too bad flowers can never last long.

i <3 my tulips loadsss, aren't they beautiful?

I felt kinda sad as I am not able to bring the whole bouquet back to Miri. It's hard to keep it's dry whole complete tulip flower too. Since I am unable to bring back the whole bouquet, I keep it's petals, for my memories.

they r dying, aww~

tulips petals, after 2 mths! still purple color although dried dy

Brunei Day Trip

2010-04-09T23:15:00.000+08:00

It’s my 2^nd trip to Excapade for Japanese cuisine. Didn’t take the photos of the food we had though. Only took group photo. Cam batt was running low, too bad. We had tempura mori wase, sashimi salmon, tuna sushi, California sushi, red cuttlefish, tempura sushi, miso soup and the rest I couldn’t remember. 5 of us just ate up to Brunei dollar fifty something. 1 of us got the membership card which entitled for 10%, whee! Damn cool rite, a lot cheaper than Miri’s Japs restaurants. Bruneian is so blissful having delicious plus cheap Japs restaurant around.

Next, we went to The Empire Hotel. I forgot how many stars 5? 6? or 7? They actually use real gold for the carvings inside the hotel, crazy! Our first stop was the cinema there. Their cinema is like build inside a mansion. And they have 3D as well. Due to the time constraints, we didn’t get to watch movie there, aww. After the cinema, we went around the hotel. Seriously, it didn’t look like a hotel…look like a huge huge mansion, or rather a palace. Super high class. Their rooms look darn cool fr outside. They got nice landscape as well. I love the swimming pool there, it’s huge! They got a man-made seawater for swimming as well, which is just built right next to the pool which is darn cool. Do you have any idea how much is the cheapest room for Empire Hotel? B$400++ Near MYR 1k after conversion. Crazyyy!

There are stil some other part of the hotel we didn’t get to visit, eg waterfall. The weather is hot anyway. After the hotel, we went to Supasave at Seria to shop for imported stuff, esp food. I bought three junkies (prawn keropoks), Aussie fresh milk, R sth sth vanilla rolls (love letter) and Cadbury dark choc & Merci choc. Talking bout junkies,. I have been consuming quite a lot junkies recently, which I rarely eat. I should stop eating junkies oh dear! It have been 4 freaking months that I haven’t been exercising, felt so sinful. I can feel my tummy gaining some weight already, oh my, I think I really need to start swimming soon. (lazy eh…oops :P) If only I could eat a lot without gaining weight, that will be super duper cool. If only if!

April Fool + Short Trip

2010-04-02T00:31:00.000+08:00

It's Good Friday, oh yeah!!! Holiday for Sarawak, greattt! 10 hours later, I'm travelling outta Malaysia!!! *whee* I am going foreign country, which I have been desiring for such a long time. I'm gonna indulge in food and enjoy the adventurous trip!

Btw yest was April Fool. This year I didn't get pranked but I pull a pranks on ppl. Yesterday morning at workplace while we having breakfast at pantry, I tried to prank my colleague, F. The conversation goes as follows:

Me: The nasi lemak u ate just now got chicken or not?
F: Don't have
Me: Eh, it's was mine then. I asked K to tapao for me but u ate mine how? (K only tapao a nasi lemak)
F: I eaten already nothing can be done, didn't you bring your food today? (I usually bring my lunch to work and most of the time I eat my lunch as breakfast, lol)
Me: No wor *giggles* (The other colleague, T saw me smiling n knew I lied)

Then F just walked away like that n didn't reli care. I felt not fun eh, he didn't reli felt the prank Nevertheless, I had my lunch as breakfast and later he saw it. But he don't really care oso. For him, everyday is April Fool I guess coz everyday he pull pranks on people. So....okay...

Next, I pull prank of a fren of mine, D by telling him I got to fly to KL tmrw for an interview hence I won't be joining the trip on the next day and he actually believed me. Haha!!! Nearly got the whole trip cancelled also but luckily I get to tell him that I was just fooling him before he declare to cancel the trip.

Lastly, I try to prank my bf by telling him the wrong definition of a french sentence I typed somewhere. However, I think he knew I fool him bt the meaning, most prob he just act like he didn't know the meaning.

At least, I didn't pull a prank by changing my relationship status on FB. Bf will literally 'kill' me if I did that. That will create a lot of chaos for both of us if I really do that. Anway, I don't have the intention of changing r'ship status. It's just that I see there are some people pulling prank by doing that on FB.

Wat a Tues!!

2010-03-30T21:06:00.003+08:00

I don't understand why Public Bank in Miri is so lame! There is only two branch in Miri, both in city areas and quite near to each other. So many people using Public Bank but there is only two ATM (yes! one ATM per branch!) -_-". It's payday today, to avoid the crowd, I didn't go right after work but after my dinner. I went to 1 of the branch, ATM machine is currently offline. I was like nvm, there's still another branch.

When I reach there, I see my purse, I was like oh shoot!!! I have changed my long wallet to the smaller one for convenience (I often change my purse). Then if I use the small purse I only take my IC, driving license & CIMB ATM Card, no Public Bank ATM Card...OMG so blur!!! What to do? Drove home, took my Public Bank ATM card and go to Public Bank again. Luckily my house is located is in the city area, so it's like very near to me. I was like finally I can withdraw all my cash and deposit it into another bank afterwards. Transaction failed. Another person try to withdraw his cash as well. Transaction failed too. Conclusion, ATM machine running outta cash. It's payday for many people so I guess this is normal. Super unlucky me..

I have never use Public Bank all these while. If not because my company only bank in salary through Public Bank, I would have never open an account there. I know the customer service is not bad. However, I see cons on top of pros using Public Bank in Miri. I'm not sure about other states. First, the location is bad, located at the busy streets in the city, very hard or literally no parking for both branches.

FYI, before this, because of no parking, I have parked at the yellow line nearby the bank to open my account and another time for settling the ATM card thinggy and for that 2 times, I was summoned by trafic police and the MPM. I got really fed up and I would never go there during the day time anymore, unless it's when I wanna close down my account. I would only go after office hour or at night to withdraw cash because there will have parkings or nobody will summon at night.

Later, I went to a supermarket to buy stuff. While I was looking at the chocolates (I didn't touch those chocs at the rack), there is a bumiputra woman taking some chocolate biscuit or chocolates bar and she actually accidentally pushed another bar fell off the rack. Then, I look at the choc bar on the ground, she looked at it and then look at me, I look back at her. I expect her to pick it up and place it back. But heck, she didn't! I was thinking does she knows that she dropped that choc bar, not me. She was with another woman and a man. Both of them didn't bother to pick it up.

The woman who dropped that choc bar down, her hands were quite occupied and so as mine. I was like hey I didn't drop that, you don't expect me to pick it up for you. Then finally she asked the man to hold her stuff and she pick that choc bar she dropped and place it back. Then I heard her ranting, or more likely complaining. I don't understand cause she speak in sth like Iban. But from her speaking tone, I know she is complaining about me. So uncivilized! I was just looking at it with my hands holding my stuff, not even touch any of the chocs. And she thought I dropped the thing down or expect me to pick it up for her? What's on earth with these people. It was super absurd!

My Live Hit & Run Experience, LIVE!

2010-03-04T18:16:00.002+08:00

Damn it!!!! I'm super duper pissed off! I had an accident today. I was at hit & run by a white color Proton Iswara while I was driving back home. It was at at a junction, I was close to the junction, it's a bit jammed, many cars. But that stupid car still overtake. The road is just 2 lane of opposite direction. Of course, there are cars turning in the junction. I suppose that driver who knocked me was avoiding the collision with the car fr the opposite direction so it drove close to me & knocked my car lightly.

It's definitely not my fault at all!! I was on my lane, driving very slow ard 20km/h & queue-ing thr to wait for my turn at the junction. And I didn't notice car overtaking me. But still, come on la, USE UR BRAIN!!! how can u speed + overtake cars when there's many cars and it's v close to a junction? Again, the driver was very irresponsible coz he (should be a man driving, so rough) didn't even stop after knocking my car, somemore stil continue overtake & speeding. He was driving quite fast, I wasn't wearing my contact lense/spec so I didn't managed to read his car plate. I wasn't quick enough to take my spec out. I only can see the car plate is QMB2**8. Shit!!! If I manage to see the car plate, I will drive straight to the police station. I felt really angry with that damn car. I feel like throwing a greenade to that car. Luckily it was just a light knock, didn't cause any damp but around 10cm long scratch at the side of my car.

Why are there so many uncivilize people in Miri? If go cinema, there are always people who don't even bother to sit according to their ticket no., open burning that cause haze almost everyday recently & reckless irresponsible drivers. Grrr...

Gong Xi Fa Cai & Happy Valentine's Day!!!

2010-02-13T23:15:00.000+08:00

Wishing everyone a prosperous Chinese New Year! May this year be a better year for all of us, especially those born in the year of Ox coz it have been pretty bad year last year. I'm excited for the incoming tigga year to take over moo moo year. This year's CNY is very special coz it falls on the same day as Valentine's. Double prosperity & double happiness eh? Anyway, I feel so glad that I am able to celebrate Valentine's Day since I can't celeb it last year. Everywhere is so noisy right now, the fireworks & firecracker blasting everywhere in the city. Xin Nian Kuai Le, Wan Shi Ru Yi, Nian Nian You Yu, Bu Bu Gao Sheng, Long Ma Jing Shen, Cai Yuan Gun Gun!!! *rOaRrr*

So Into KTV

2010-02-07T13:09:00.001+08:00

1 of my all time fave, a hobby I developed since university is karaoke!!! I really missed those days where me & a bunch of unimates going to KBox in Ipoh, esp during the final year time, whr we go so frequently. Sometimes we went for the 8pm to 2am session! That's how fanatic we were for KTV. When me & my frens go down to KL, even more syok coz so many RedBox GreenBox ard & the songs there are more updated, esp if you want updated English songs.

1 thing coming back to Miri is no decent KTV places. I asked my fren "eh , wanna sing K in Miri?". My fren will reply me that don't hav a decent place to sing K in Miri. Anyway, the songs in KTV here not updated also & another major factor, TOO PRICEY!!! West Msia is way much cheaper for goodness sake!

For those who can't read chinese words (like me), then u'll have hard time for KTV coz most of the songs are Chinese songs. For me, I used to memorize lyrics and can read some. Sometimes when I looked back, I think I have to thank my dad for forcing me to join Chinese extra class in my primary sch (1 week once) or else I can't even read a single chinese word. I find my chinese class fun bcoz of the existence of PIN YIN. That's how I master my Chinese during primary sch. The standard of Chinese that I learned is up to abt Primary 3 only anyway.

Finally, there is a place in Miri with even more updated chinese songs to sing. That's a private residence of course, not public KTV place. If I were to have my house equipped with KTV system, I think I every week gonna ask my frens over to party + sing-a-long with me. OMG darn syok!

Last nite shall be my first time drinking + singing. But healthy alcohol ok coz it's red wine. After 2-3 glass of red wine I a bit hin dy. I think it's bcoz I ate less during dinner plus I quite long din drink dy so kinda fast hin.
But still very sober & can sing.

CPU for KTV sys

let's singgg!

my glass of reli delicious red wine & not my heineken

served with fresh baked cake (but we finished our portion dy LOL)

Love

2010-01-31T17:59:00.000+08:00

1 Corinthians 13:4

Love is patient and kind;

it is not jealous or conceited or proud;

love is not ill-mannered or selfish or irritable;

love does not keep a record of wrongs;

love is not happy with the evil, but is happy with the truth.

Love never gives up;

and its faith, hope and patience never fail.

This is part of the reading in my Sunday's missal today.

Thanks for reminding me what is love, God. I shall keep that in my mind.

And a sentence extracted fr 1 Corinthians 13:8 Love is eternal.

It's Over

2010-01-21T19:59:00.000+08:00

Some ppl just couldn't accept the fact that everything was over.

And wishfully thinking things will return to 'em one fine day

(which will never ever happen).

Although nth is impossible, thr is always an exceptional case.

Thought for the day: "You don't appreciate what you have until it's gone."

Speak is Silver, Silence is Gold

2009-11-10T20:27:00.002+08:00

It seems like the more I speak, things got worse. Sometimes, I felt like a born loser when it comes to arguments. From past till present, I always ended up being hurted the most *sigh*. Sometimes somehow, I wished if I could speak like a pro debater/lawyer so firm and steady, never break down, win/lose with glory. I should practice silence is gold more rather than speak is silver. Gold is definitely better than silver rite!

Tired...

2009-11-05T23:20:00.000+08:00

I'm tired, really tired...

Patience is Virtue

2009-10-27T21:41:00.000+08:00

Sometimes, I tried reli hard to practise 'patience is virtue' but I always lose it, I failed to bear with it. Damn PMS! I used to be a damn patience person, where did it went? sigh...

American Idol Season 8

2009-09-22T13:27:00.000+08:00

Right now, I'm regretted for not watching it earlier. I should have dl-ed all the American Idol(s) into my hard disk while I'm still at UTP. Gawd, I miss DC++!!! Everything was so convenient back then with UTP DC++ network. Final sem was quite busy, I rmber I have only watched a TVB drama and a season of ANTM (sth I watched every sem). I thought tat was sufficient n din want to watch so much bcoz it's distracting...wanna concentrate to score good grades so tats y I'm sooo outdated.

I have heard my friends saying how great season 8 is but still it didn't lure me to watch it. During my short trip to KL, I actually watched the finale n man...it was damn good so I decided to dl n watch it when I'm free. Watching the contestant singing, the cheerings fr the crowd actually makes me v happy n kinda touch. These Americans definitely vote the best. My fave is Kris Allen. I love his vocals. He's such a sweet guy next door, very cute n very humble. I'm envious of his wife, nah! I'm just kidding, haha! He is v talented, can play guitar n most imp, he plays the piano...I admire guys who can play piano, wat more sing + play...v talented n *melt* my heart literally. Thr was once he chose Kanye's Heartless. I actually dislike that song. But Kris arrange n sang it in his own way n it was damn good. I actually like Kris version of Heartless rather than Kanye West's. Oops...

I kinda like Danny Gokey as well, he is quite macho actually and he has got a quite sexy vocal. Most imp is tat he is a great singer as well. Kinda sweet guy oso. I prefer him not wearing spec coz his eyes r actually quite pretty but nah, I don't mean he's a pretty boy, he's not. Adam is a great singer n performer but I don't reli like the way he sing, he scream way too much...sometimes I got irritated by his screaming, lol! Actually he is quite looking but y do he have to apply eyeliner all the time, n black nail color zzz. Oh, is he reli a gay? tats wat I read fr MSN news quite some time ago. N thr's a funny thing. I rmber I met my Egyptian unimate in the cafeteria (he went thr just to watch cafeteria, we dun hav tv in our hostel so...). It was Adam Lambert singing that time and I asked if he liked him. He answer me "nah, I don't like him, he's a gay" ROFL!!!

Kris Allen, I love you!!!

Sigh...

2009-09-20T20:43:00.001+08:00

It have been two mth plus since I came back to uni. I can't imagine how time flies...my four years of uni life just poof...done wif it. I seriously miss my uni life. We don't have curfew there, whenever u feel like going out, just go ahead (provided u hav ur own transportation, of coz...) then whenever u feel like coming back, just come back (as long as u hav ur matric card wif u). I even pretended to sleep coz I forgot to bring my matric card. But tis is nt a good way, sometimes the guard do ask ur frens to wake u up to check tat, depends on ur luck.

Till now, I'm still trying to adapt with my working life. It's weird tat I adapt things quite slow this time. My first time leaving Miri was when I pursue my studies in Perak. I rmber I adapted my new life pretty fast, within a month time. Now, I'm back in Miri to work. It's good to stay at hometown whr everything is so convenient, comfortable and easily accessible. However, it's sad for working full day on Sat. Sat suppose to be shoppin n yamcha happy hour eh. Oh well, I should look at the brighter side, working on Sat prevents me to splurge on shopping / entertainments.

Now I understand why ppl tell me once u start to work, u doesn't have time to get into a r'ship, haha! I was very unhappy with my life eversince I start to work. I have too much to complain but I'm not gonna complain here. Anyway, I'm trying to accept everything slowly. Time is all I need. For god sake, I can't wait this year to be over. Tis year have been a pretty bad year for me, things got screwed up and things r not going exactly how I want it to be. Bye bye student life (I miss it so so much!), welcome to working life where I find 'no life'. Oh, well...

It's Hard to Say Goodbye!

2009-09-08T19:45:00.001+08:00

It's unbelievable that time flies so fast and this time, me & my bestest best friend forever (BBFF) is gonna be apart from each other across the South China Sea. Fr stranger (same tuition center, recognize each other but dunno each other) to sixth form classmates to unimates + roommates...(don't hav to lesbian la hor). Wow, I'm gonna miss her a lot.

We were separated once during internship but after 3 mths I joined the same company as her for intern. This time is gonna be the real separation whereby I'll be working in Miri while she'll be working in KL. This time is gonna be the real separation. The BF is far apart fr me dy and now my BBFF is also gonna be faraway fr me. We've been thru ups and downs together and I really appreciate it!

I've bought her a very useful tool to protect herself thr but I hope she'll never get to use it although it's nt cheap haha! Anyway, it's kinda unbearable to be separated fr her. Gonna have one less kaki for yamcha, shopping, serious talk & girl's talk dy.Anyway, I hope those she'll meet nice ppl in KL instead of meeting bastards/bitches tat make her life miserable thr. Another thing I reli hope is may she meet her another half over thr. :P

Farewell, my love. All the best to u! Text / call me often eh!!! If got time I go find u shopping & eating spree. Do take care & keep in touch.

Just Not Right

2009-08-27T22:30:00.003+08:00

Everything doesn't seems right. Everything changes. Yr of Ox is definitely a very hard year to get through. I'm trying hard to adapt to these new changes, which is pretty hard for me. Life have become so melancholy. Sigh!

Officially Graduated!

2009-08-23T18:41:00.005+08:00

I made it to the graduation on time!!! After four years of studying...finally my hard work pays off. I have been waiting for graduation, esp when I attend my senior's grad. How I wish I was the one who were on stage receiving the scroll and throwing mortarboard wif my unimates. Now, it's my turn. I can't believe how fast time flies. Four years just *poof* like tat. I am finally a holder of BEng.(Hons), Electrical & Electronics Engineering. Till the end of the time, I still miss my life as a student. Probably I should reli consider about furthering my studies? Hmm, it reli depends. Prob not...

Heels Strucked

2009-07-06T20:28:00.004+08:00

I haven't purchase any high heels for half a year already...until today. Wow, can't believe that long!! I suppose to buy sandals coz I'm reli lack of it already but I end up buying high heels again. This is wat happened after grad, I know I don't have to worry abt wearing high heels on the super rough roads on the campus that spoil my heels anymore!

Something I look forward in Miri's shopping malls is Lea Centre for Emilio Valentino heels. I can't find it in West Msia. I hav no any idea where on earth in Peninsular tat sell EV heels! EV heels are comfy, elegant & beautiful. However, EV is quite expensive. I could have bought Charles & Keith heels fr Pavilion with the price of this pair of EV heels that I have just bought. Presenting my new shiny black gorgeous EV gladiator high heels with <3...

No Passion to Blog

2009-07-05T11:44:00.002+08:00

I went to KL last week n now I'm back to Miri again. I've bought some nice stuff fr KL and had nice food thr. Oh, I miss Carl's Jr. n Italiannes. Anyway, I am so lazy to blog nowadays. I might stop for sometimes or stop for good. No more passion for blogging, oops. Moving into next phase of life, working life...so I doubt if I got the time or mood to blog anyway. I'm not hired yet. Till then...Cheers~

Wisdom Toothache

2009-06-15T11:33:00.002+08:00

Toothache is the worst pain tat I've ever experienced. Oh yeah, worse than period pain. If u got fever, stomachache, period pain or watever, u can still sleep. But wisdom toothache. OMG!!! My left wisdom tooth actually grew back in 2005 n I had tat pain for almost a mth. It was fine until end of previous mth, May...It started to pain again. Tis time is worse than ever.

My gum was swollen wif the yellow thinggy (I forgot the name for tat thing, we call it nanah in Malay while nong in Chinese). It was so painful tat I can't even bite, tat tooth shall not have contacts wif any tooth/gum above it. My jaws was kinda swollen n it creates tension on my neck n my head, hence headache. I hardly even slept at nite! I have to consume painkillers in order to sleep. N painkillers don't work every nite. I still feel a lil of the pain. Nevertheless, I don't sleep well for the whole week.

After the pain I've suffered for almost two weeks, I've extract tat damned wisdom tooth of mine tis morning. It wasn't tat painful anymore, just a very lil' pain. I went to the dentist tat I've been visiting regularly, Dr. Aziz. No doubt, he is the best dentist / orthodontic specialist in Miri. I'm glad I did nt do it in a dental clinic in Batu Gajah while I'm in uni, the dentist was saying the cost of extracting my wisdom tooth will cost btwn RM100-200. Expensive rite, coz tat dentist in BG wasn't even specialist. Good thing I visited the dentist in BG is she prescribed me with antibiotic for the swell. I got better.

Dr. Aziz was looking at my dental card n said to me "u've removed ur braces for 7 yrs...." I was like oh, really! I was kinda surprised n replied him "Is it? I didn't realize it was this long!" So he checked my tooth at first n say "ur teeth r stil beautiful". I've maintained my teeth pretty well :). Then I told him bt my wisdom tooth n blabla. Since I didn't have appointment today so I'm nt sure if he's free to extract my tooth. Luckily he got time today so I decided to remove it.

He gave me 3 shots of anaesthetic. Tat makes my gum n mouth really numb. It was a lil pain when he injected the anaesthetic on my gum gum. For the wisdom tooth extraction, it wasn't painful. The wisdom tooth extraction cost me RM70 including the painkillers n antibiotics. My wisdom tooth extraction was just a simple one, like normal tooth extraction, requires surgery or stitches. Tats y it wasn't so expensive. I'm glad my wisdom tooth was fully grown else I would nid to do surgery where it might even cost RM500-600. I did not keep my wisdom tooth tat I've just extracted.

The anaesthetic seems like fading away now I can feel the pain. Dentist tell me tat it will pain for a day. No seafood till after 3 days. Eat protein foods n eat wif right side of teeth. I'm considering to extract another wisdom tooth of mine end of this mth. My right wisdom tooth doesn't give me any problem so far so I'm stil thinkin. I'm afraid if it suddenly giv me prob in the future. Right now, I'm losing a lot of blood. haha! *ouch*

A Little Update

2009-05-31T01:38:00.002+08:00

A series of unfortunate events happened to me tis semester. 2009 wasn't a good start for me. I'm hanging on...six more mth n it's over, I can't wait for it. I'm done wif exams 1 week ago, very lazy want to update my blog...kinda lose passion for blog perhaps. Oh well...I left 1 final FYP oral pres n I'm done wif undergrad. I can't wait for it. Somehow, after grad I'll start to feel lost of direction state. Moving into another phase of life stage isn't easy. Thinking of paycheck is pretty fun but nt the working 8-5 part, no skipping working days like lectures, no waking up late. Pretty scary when I think of working life somehow. Anyway, the most important is to get employed first. I'll officially start my job hunt after my graduation, when I'm ready tat time. I'll blog again when I feel n want to. Meanwhile, I really need to get my pres slides done asap. God, I kept on procrastinating, no good. I miss home, I wanna get outta Tronoh, the stranded dessert.

Insomnia

2009-05-07T16:57:00.004+08:00

I hardly nap or even sleep at nite. It took me longggggg time to fall asleep. I've been experiencing tis deadly insomnia ard 3 days go. Study week then insomnia, wth! It's quite frustrating! *argh*! Once I lay on my bed, all kind of things run thru my mind, esp the 3 papers tat I'm gonna sit in the very next week (Operations Management, Modern Control Engineering & Engineers In Society). I'm afraid if I don get to prepare well. Meanwhile my last paper is on the 2nd week, Friday so plenty of time to prepare.

Next week, OM is Mon morn, MCE Tues noon n EIS Wed noon. 3 days 3 papers. Exam Unit darn interesting eh, arrange my final exams timetable like tis for my last sem in UTP. Last time the worst I rmber was 2 papers consecutively but not 3. I don't mind 3 papers in a week but wif gap eh...I guess I'm just tensed up wif the 3 consecutive papers. It's scary n darn challenging. These 3 papers hav great power coz I nvr experience insomnia for the rest of the finals in uni before. I'll just keep fingers crossed n pray for my everything esp finals to go smoothly.

I Missed It Again

2009-05-02T11:46:00.005+08:00

Air Asia is doin promo again fr 27th Apr to 3rd May, travel period fr July to Nov 09. I realize tis since the 1st day of the promo. I was so happy coz got such a cheap air fare again!! I almost booked it, I wanted to go so badly but too many uncertainties n constraints at his side. So, thr's nothing I can do abt it but to let tis opportunity slip away n wait for next time. I was surprise tat the price didn't hike up so fast like previous year. Prolly tis travel period wasn't peak season.

Keep Me In Track

2009-04-23T14:36:00.002+08:00

Next two weeks is study week n the week after is finals. Works r piling up. The tide is high while my spirit is low. Stress n sad. Misc. stuff affects the mood so easily at such times. I don't knw since when I've become more like a pessimist. Sad thing. Nevertheless, I do knw being depress can't make any changes but I can't help it. I don't knw I just hope I stay in track n everything to be over ASAP!

Fast & Furious 4

2009-04-18T23:29:00.006+08:00

I'm so outdated! I've just watch Fast & Furious 4 last nite while most of my frens have already watched it. Oh well wat to do right since uni is far fr the city? We all bursted into laughter at the opening of the movie Fast and Furious = Pantas dan Garang. The beginning of the movie was quite exaggerating, a bit too much of how Dom (Vin Diesel) drove past the gap btwn the road and the exploding tanks. Too bad 1 of the hot chick, Letty (Michelle Rodriguez) died in tis movie.

I was impressed by the technology they used in the film. Computer automated GPS systems during their car race. So high-tech! I love watching Paul Walker, he's cool! His name reminds me of Johnny Walker the liquour lol! Vin Diesel is too macho & strong for me. I haven't been a fan of very strong muscular men.

The overall story line is good. Nice movie. However, the movie doesn't really emphasize on car racing this time. Thr's no glam glam racing car in the movie tis time n not much racing this time. I'm looking forward for the F&F5 or a.k.a Pantas & Garang *gRrRr* haha!!! I wonder wat will be the name of FF in Chinese. Is it 快和愤怒? (got the translation in some translation site, I dun knw hw to read the last 2 words tho) LOL!!!

Happy Easter!

2009-04-11T18:35:00.002+08:00

It's Good Friday yesterday but I wonder why West Msia don't have hol on tis day, East Msia got hol eh. Anyway it doesn't make any difference since I have no classes on Friday *grin*. It's Easter tmrw so Happy Easter to all the Christian! Alleluia. I'm feeling so lazy. I kept on procrastinating. I felt so reluctant to do poster for FYP Pre-EDX poster pres next week. Sien, sien & sien...*yawn*

Stress

2009-04-07T15:39:00.001+08:00

The heat is ON, again! MCE Lab Project, Poster presentation for Pre-EDX, OM Project presentation, pending Power Electronics II project, tutorials, incoming series of test two, neverending all sorts of FYP reports. Tat’s reli “~~interesting~~”! Actually I have completed my FYP despite testing based on real time data which I couldn’t get at all…Real time data on offshore platform are P&C. I suppose to have it but argh! It’s a long story! Then, I proceed with improvement model for my FYP BUT it doesn’t converge for large radial systems. Hope crashed! Right now, my SV and me have no idea what else I proceed. Actually FYP is coming to an end by May I suppose. However, I’m not quite sure if my SV gonna ask me to proceed to do any more work for it. I hope NOT. Let’s see what he’ll be saying tomorrow during meeting. How I wish my SV let me stop my FYP at this point and just focus on my misc. reports for FYP and my studies. In addition, finals is just around the corner, it’s just month plus away from now. OMG!!!

Looking Back

2009-04-03T13:19:00.003+08:00

Today, while walking with my indon coursemate in the campus, out of sudden he was telling me "u knw wat? when I looked back, I realized tat I did so much mistakes...primary sch, high sch. If only I cud go back, I would have done so much better" He was regret for not putting his best effort at tat time. I felt the same way too. Tis made me reminisced about my life, of wat I've done for my primary/middle/high/tertiary education for approx. 19 years.

I rmber I used to be v determined and kinda ambitious. I have big dreams like to become a doctor, pharmacist, engineer. Since young, I've always wanted a quality n comfortable life in the future. I knw to fulfill tat, I must study hard to get a good result, to get into uni n get a well paid job. It's funny when I recalled back tat I used to hav an ambition to be a doctor coz I reli dislike Biology. It's just not my cup of tea n tat explained y am I doing Engineering.

I rmb during pri 6, I was being transferred into the lousiest class. Thr was only 3 class at my time. A,B n C. C was the best class while A is the lousiest. Pri 1-3 they don distinguish, A,B n C r equal. Starting pri 4, they start to place students according to grades. I rmber I always get like 50++/60th position in the class n sch were doing some transferring, for the top three in A class to C class. I rmber I did nt get the last 3 position, I wonder why is the hell I was transferred into 6A class, y not C to B instead of C to A. I think some of the guy/gal in the last 3 position did nt get transferred shud b coz of their parents influence (for being rich). Unfair!

I've got to say, tat was one of the worse experience tat I've ever got in my life!!! Imagine all the while u r in the best class suddenly u were in the lousiest class. Big impact! It was quite a big blow for me. The students in A class r horrible, esp the Malays in 6A. I tell u y. Up to now I still rmber the names but I don wan to say it here. So my class monitor scolded me to do my duty roaster to sweep. I forgot why he scolded me, prob I came late to class tat day n I was the one on duty. I rmbered I teared. He was quite shocked tat he made me cry n he kept quiet.

Okay, now I tell u the horrible part. Thr was some of the Malay guys, I think like 2 of them...super horny immoral creatures! Everytime they walk past me, they tried to touch my private parts (breast n down thr *u-knw-it). I was like "wah lau eh" why ur hand like put so low when I walk passed u. It was disaster! I spend my primary 6 wif fear. Luckily I noticed n I kept my body away fr touched by them. Else, those guys would like suddenly go n hold ur hand. Then, the gals r stil ok, at least they don't bully me although they dun study at all.

Most of the guys love to fool ard in the class, scolding foul words, which is sth I reli hate. I used to think scolding foul words is super uncivilized n no class at all. I rmber thr's some of the students, a guy n a gal who don reli knw their ABCs. I was like OMG, primary 6 man!!!

I was quite a timid gal n easy to bully so I had always got bullied by guys in the class. Luckily nth happened to me, as in raped by them. Now when I think back, y did I kept quiet, I did nt even dare to tell my mum/teacher. Else prob I got chance to get transferred back to C class.

I did pretty well in my 1st sem in pri 6A u knw, I strive so hard coz I wanted to go back to the best class! I got No.1 in the class but apparently they did not transfer me back, at least transfer me to B class leh...I lost my determination n got 10th position in the class in the 2nd sem. See how I drop but luckily I did well in UPSR. I studied so hard for UPSR becoz I wanted to go into best/2nd best class in the sec. sch coz only the 1st best 2 class r in morning session, the rest in the noon session. I made it to 2nd best class in the morning. I wasn't super ambitious also actually, 2nd class is good enuf for me. the bestest class r scary, full wif nerds n smart ppl n I would be darn stress competing wif them.

Then, in middle sch...for PMR I tell myself tat I must get into science stream. I rmber studying some accounting in Kemahiran Hidup course n I just can't get it! It was just not my cup of tea, plus science stream have a wider options. PMR I did well too n get into science stream. I started to slack during form 4. I could have scored straight A's in SPM n prob get JPA scholarship to study overseas. I don't knw y my determination, motivation n dreams started to deterioate after high sch. I was thinkin I would never get scholarship. So bcoz of my thinking like tat, I reli never get scholarships. Else I wouldn't hav to worry to pay back to PTPTN in the future, LOL!

At least up to now, I did not fail any of my exams or public exams. Looking back, if I can do pretty well in uni y didn't I do my SPM/STPM tat well. But mind u, STPM is reli tough. N now I look back, I could have did way better in the 1st year of uni. I had nearly screwed my 1st sem but luckily I did n I was awake in the 2nd sem. Tat totally sux. Although ppl says results r not the most important. But for fresh grad, I find it very significant! Results r nt important...hmmph, not quite true oso! So it's the best if u can scored as high as u could, esp during the 1st yr coz 1st yr is so much easier to score. Of coz, no need must score till CGPA 4.0 flat.

Coz of my playfulness during my 1st 2 yrs in uni, I've got to strive so hard. I used to study so darn hard in the beginning n slack in the end while in uni, I relax in the beginning n studied hard in the end. How irony!

Vote Earth TONIGHT!

2009-03-28T15:43:00.006+08:00

Let's support Earth hour together, Malaysians! Simply just cast your vote by switching OFF your lights tonite from 20:30 to 21:30 (GMT+8:00).

For more information, visit http://www.earthhour.org

Careless

2009-03-26T10:31:00.006+08:00

I'm so careless!!! I've actually left my pencil box last fri nite in uni cafeteria on the side thr, not the seat (coz nt enuf chair) n not the table! If I were to left it on the table I would definitely rmber. I still rmber while I pack my things I was wondering where's my pencil box but I didn't bother to find it (since my notes was scattering at the right corner of the table so I thought my pencil box is covered by those notes).

Then after I came back fr Cameron on Sun nite, I still din realize until Monday nite when I wanna use stationaries...sh*t!!! my pencil box is goneeee...approx 3 nites later only I started to realize. OMG, I felt so lost & sad! Tell me how can a student live without stationaries!

So sad, my Kingston 2gB pendrive (I've got important docs inside), Pilot The Shaker H-1010, various Pilot pens, Pilot eraser, 3 diff colors Pilot G-Tecs & Pilot Better Retractable fine pen & misc. pen...I think it's my 2nd time losing my pendrive. My stationaries alltogether NOT CHEAP eh, very expensiveeeee in fact, all of 'em cost me more than RM100! Argh, The most heartache one is my shaker, those datas stored in my pendrive n all my pilot exp pens. FYI, I'm quite fussy when it comes to stationaries. It's important for me to write comfortably.

I miss my Pilot The Shaker H-1010! I want tis but crap, I couldn't find in Ipoh :(

Yeah, I'm a big fan of Pilot for stationaries. Apparently not Parker/Sheaffer coz they r way too expensive & not appropriate for students to use. Oh well, 2009 is such a bullsh*t year!

Final Mid Sem Break

2009-03-20T19:21:00.002+08:00

Mid sem break has commences officially. 1 week break *hurray*. It's my final mid sem, no more mid sem break in the future. Oh, how time flies! I'm going for a short vacation, to Cameron Highlands! Hopefully the weather will be good thr so we can have great time indulging the nature. Thr's a lot of things to catch up during the break, esp FYP *aww*. So, mid sem break is nt entirely a holiday for me though. Oh well, better than none! Less than 3 mths towards graduation. I can't wait for it! Yeahhhh!

Birthday Dinner

2009-03-20T01:38:00.003+08:00

I went Tg. Tualang wif my unimates to celebrate Wei Fa's b'day few days ago. Guess wat's written on the cake?

I was like OMG, so za dao! tis is damn hilarious!!! The reason behind "Miss Bunga" is coz they always call him as Fa-che...(flower sis), coz of his name Wei FA. Some more written in Malay...those guys purposely did tis, LOL!

Then I saw tis fish in the fish tank. 1st time I saw such a fish. It looks fierce n ugly...:P I forgot wat's the name of the restaurant dy. Wat fish is this. Looks like some eel but prob not in the eel family...This fish looks darn weird. I wonder if it can be eaten?

Just for Fun!

2009-03-05T20:50:00.004+08:00

Personality Test

Your view on yourself:

You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:

You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Melancholy...

2009-03-03T22:40:00.008+08:00

A moment like this is definitely an unwanted moment. I dislike when I'm experiencing the 'downs' of life. It sux when impulsion impatient took me over....'nuff said.

Wats more? 3 test(s) r coming up! Power Electronics 2 tis Fri while Operations Management & Modern Control Engineering on next Wed. Oh yea, I'm gonna experience a double kill! How "fun"! (as if) In addition, FYP II Progress Report 2 is due on next fri. MCE is darn hard, or to be exact, the lecturer make it difficult! It's Week 7 now n yet I don't understand anything abt MCE.

I don't wan to study already! I swear that I'm nt gonna continue to obtain Master in Engineering (oh wait, tis was never in my plan anyway). I wan to grad!!! 3 more months, I tell myself just bear with it. Right now I'm just thinking of getting a good pay job, vacation with R. and convocation.

OMG, I can't stand my uni anymore. Starting tis sem, they have actually implemented the new dress code in the IRC. Now you wanna enter library as you like? No way. Throughout my 3 yrs n half in UTP so far, I have no problem going IRC with sandals & 3/4 pants. Today, I went IRC n thr was a security guard standing in front of the main entrance to check if your dress code is correct or not.

I was wearing a tee-shirt, 3/4 pants n sandals. He said to me tat I can't enter like tis, asked me go back change. I told him "but I'm not Muslims". He didn't bother and ask me just follow and see the dress code on the poster pasted in front of the entrance. Here is it, the new established dresscode:

p.s. erica, I use tis photo of urs ya...n now I feel ur frustration towards this thing

So lame...Acceptable if mini skirts and spaghetti straps / tubes are NOT allowed. But sandals, body hugging slacks = NO? I knw the library is cold but there's no need to have everyone wearing long sleeves! Thr's sth call jacket/cardigan. Come on! How can you make everyone cover up? It is understood for Muslim...but not every single soul in UTP...I wonder these if people understand the diversity of culture or not. It's so unfair to make everyone else oblige the Muslim dresscode. *SIGH*

It's getting more and more ridiculous in UTP ever since I came back fr internship last sem. I feel kinda thankful in another way because this is my final sem. So, I'll just bear with it. As for the juniors...oh poor thing!

The Curious Case of Benjamin Button

2009-02-27T19:07:00.003+08:00

"Life isn't measured in minutes, but in moments"

This movie is a great movie. It is a long show which took 2hrs n 45 mins. It tells the story of Benjamin Button, who was borned under unusual circumstances and so he actually ages backwards. Benjamin Button is a grand tale of a not-so-ordinary man and the people and places he discovers along the way, the loves he finds, the joys of life and the sadness of death, and what lasts beyond time.

I love the storyline and the sense of humour of this story. It's awesome!!! The storyline is vivid n the humour part was reli brilliant man! I laugh loudly literally in the cinema n my fren who sat on my left actually pushed my hand like wanna push me sit still. He can't stand I laugh so loud n wan me to b quieter, yer~ tis is the joy of watching movie in the cinema wat :P.

Then, when the young Brad Pitt appeared, wearing his cool black jacket wif his black shades riding on dunno wat motorcycle...my 'gal' fren who sat on my right me goes "WooOoo....". It was so funny when she saw the hunk n react like tat. Oh well, Brad Pitt is stunninggg in the movie...I never expect they could bring out the pretty boy look of him in the movie *mesmerizing*. The lead female actress, Cate Blanchett look gorgeous in the movie, esp when she dance ballet. Ohh...she appeared to be quite mesmerizing in the movie as well.

It is a slow movie and you got to take your time listening to their conversations, their conversations is where you find the sense of humour. Although it's quite a slow movie but it's enjoyable. This movie is very meaningful and definitely worth watching!

Now, r u curious about Benjamin Button? Go watch it! :)

Video Chatting

2009-02-24T21:04:00.011+08:00

Me: I want to go washroom dy
Him: Shoo...shoo...
Me: Aiya...Hmmph, I don't care u dy...

After comin back to room fr washroom...

aiyo, so cute one...I burst into laughter literally! darn funny la his "crying" (d other eye looks swollen :P)

Later, I forgot wat did we talked abt n he showed me his infamous "bleak":

v cuteee...y d right eyes u drew owez cacat one, now it is like out of proportion *LOL*

The more I c the more I think tat those faces he drew looks like carrot. Of all times we talked thru webcam, he hav never draw anything. Usually he'll just do many kind of funny facial expressions, which r sufficient to make me laugh. Tis time he drew it out, I guess he's too free dy. I knw he just wanna make me smile. Thanx! I'm happy. These two sketching was darn funny tat it hav made me to laugh non-stop! It was fun.

It's End of Feb!

2009-02-23T22:48:00.007+08:00

Crap, I actually din realize Feb is ending. I do realize today is 23rd of Feb, prob I hav forgotten tat Feb hav 28 days only. Furthermore, I kept thinking early of March is already midsem n yet I do knw tat midsem in the end of March. I'm so blur. When my coursemate were telling me that test is on next week. I was like "huh? next week? not after midsem?". I do knw tat I've got 3 tests on early of March but I din realize that early of march = next week. I've a lil prob wif my FYP. Now, the pressure is on the air~ Tis sem is so lame, I've 2 test on the same day, just an hour difference. Wish me luck!

Anyway, had a ladies day out last weekend. Me n my frens were dining at Black Canyon Coffee in Kinta City, Ipoh. It's my 1st time. I've never even think of stepping my foot in. I thought they r like those typical coffee franchises like Coffee Bean n Starbucks. I thought it was like very expensive with small portion of food serve as well. So 1 of my fren had eaten thr before n so she told us the price is quite ok while the pasta she had was quite nice. So, we gave it a try. They serve many fusion foods, some westerns n some thai foods.

All of us ordered pastas. I ordered erm...*i forgot wat's the exact name dy, all I rmber is stir-fried spaghetti wif blabla :P*

I ordered tis dunno wat stir-fried chicken spaghetti, the watermelon juice is not nice, too dilute!

stir-fried spaghetti with hot basil and chicken?

stir-fried fussili with spicy tuna?

the promotional spaghetti set @ RM9.90++

It's dinner time but I hav no idea y the sky is still so bright at 6+ pm. Oh well, the day is longer at the moment. But it wasn't TIS bright like wat u c in tis photo of me. I didn't photoshop any of the pic as well. I guess my fren did not adjust her cam's mode to the suitable mode.

Dirty Pool

2009-02-20T01:10:00.004+08:00

It's my 1st time to go swimming for tis sem 2 days ago, n darn! the pool is damn dirty! My fren told me "It's like swimming inside a lake". The water is so contaminated, so blurrrrrr. U only get to see the person swimming towards u when they are near u (approx. 0.5m?). Y can't UTP just spend $ n time on sports facilities maintenance esp the swimming pool. The pool is not big plus many ppl using it.

C'mon la UTP, every sem I come back only the plant water sprinkler is being replaced by a more high tech one, or maintain the plants ard the campus/hostel. Uni soi is damn lousy...plants doesn't live long ard here, tats y UTP always spend $ on buying new plants as well. Anyway, I don't reli giv a damn abt it since I'm getting outta here in another 4 mths. Argh, I'm start to be lazy again (i wanna quit studying *as if I can*)

Courtship

2009-02-18T08:00:00.001+08:00

I was chatting wif a fren bout tis last nite. He was in his pre-courtship stage. while I'm in my post-courtship stage. I would love to wish him the best of luck n I reli hope to hear good news fr him. Lately, I've heard of a few break ups and many r'ship is in trouble...so I'd love to hear ppl getting into a r'ship...something happy!

Talking bt courship last nite, I kinda missed mine...it hav been more than a year since my last courtship. And yet, it's still fresh in my mind. For me, courtship is reli fun n sweet...I think maybe gal enjoy more fun of courtship. I get overwhelmed by courtships, it's like fairy tale somehow. Courtship, unlike r'ship, no commitment, no worries n every moment of it is happy, n yeah, only happy moments!

When it comes to confession, guys enjoy the suffering while gals enjoy the fun. LOL! Anyway, guys do enjoy confession too, esp when the gal of their love responded "YES!". I missed the confession session last year, it was sooo extraordinary (i've never experience guys confessing to me like tat bfore,...no, i'm not gonna write the details here), funny, fun (coz I kept teasing him, n he got his courage challenged, I knw I'm notti but it was reli fun!) n of coz, it was so sweettttttt!

Since a year plus ago, I've never regretted saying "YES". I guess tat's the best decision tat I've ever made in my life. Thank u for all the things u've done, my swthrt!

Happy Valentine's Day!!

2009-02-14T00:00:00.001+08:00

V-card for him

Happy V-day!!! Love is all ard! To those celebrating, enjoy ur V-day celebration. To those not celebrating like me, oh well...hav fun too! ~X.O.X.O.~

Tis yr V-day, I'll be going to watch a dance performance, Festival of COLORS of the World 2009 in Chancellor's Hall with my bestest fren, whom is also my roommate. Thr will be dance performance by uni ard msia n international uni fr US & Indonesia. I think it shud b quite nice.

However, heard tat some dunno wat Suruhanjaya fr Bandar Seri Iskandar is protesting it due to Gaza War (they Muslims shud boycott US) ...v troublesome n their reasons r so silly, so closed minded!!! I reli don understand wats wrong wif their mindset. It's so-not-professional.

Besides, it's a dance performance! not like a protest show. Not sure if the show will be cancelled tmrw, I hope not...else I'm gonna hav a lonely V-day.

Last Sunday

2009-02-12T17:42:00.002+08:00

Went to Ipoh Parade last Sunday wif 2 purpose which r to help unimate choose V-day present for his gf n to hav steamboat. Since my unimate is tired so I drove his car all the way to Ipoh fr UTP n fr UTP back to Ipoh...ard 40 mins each journey, total up of 80mins. Seriously speaking, I've never drove tis long before.

In my 3 yrs n half in UTP, I hav only drove fr Ipoh back to UTP once. Needless to say, I've never drive any long distance journey back in Sarawak n if I'm nt mistaken, the furthest I drove was ard 30 mins journey but veryyyy rareee, reli rare as places r near n more accessible in Miri, unlike UTP.

After shopping ard for 4 hrs plus, both of them finally bought their V-day pressie for their beloved. So nice one...I also wan to celeb V-day also eh but cannot. :(. Our initial plan was suppose to go Bercham for steamboat (I've never been to tat place fr steamboat, heard it's famous). However, we were uber hungry dy at tat time so we ended up staying in Ipoh Parade for dinner...to Moven Peak. I've been to Moven Peak in Greentown for ala carte but not tis franchise in Ipoh Parade. But the meals r somewat different fr the one at Greentown though...

So, steamboat in Moven Peak, Ipoh Parade! (actually it's syabu syabu style). Tis is the steamboat set I've ordered..Chicken set at RM12.80 excluding tax n beverage. Overall quite nice n veryyyyy stomach filling! I'm not sure isit bcoz we were too hungry so it taste reli good to us or it is reli good. But 1 thing, their green chilli paste is awesome!!! We chose 4 types of soup, normal (nice), tomyam (not nice), curry (nice but too spicy for me) & herbal (we all like tis). Anyway, I think the price is quite worth for such a portion...So fuLL!

Steamboat @ Moven Peak, Ipoh Parade

I Want Tat Rabbit

2009-02-06T15:35:00.004+08:00

Last week was Minggu Mesra Kampus (MMK) n thr was a booth selling pets, just a few tho...thr's hamster, cat n rabbit. I hav no idea y they wanna sell pets in UTP. Prob they expect u to buy n bring home. If those studs buy these pets n keep in uni, v pity eh~ As for me, I can only hav a look n touch them. I can't buy any of them n bring back homeee. The event is 2 days if I'm not mistaken, but everytime I go thr is just to see that cute brown rabbit.

dunno wat the hell is this, i think it's freaking ugly

grey persian cat (i prefer white ones)

not sure if it's mix breed or normal breed

meowwww, me heart cats

Now, tis is reli super duper cute!

black & brown rabbits fr Aussie

its face looks so good!

sleepy dy~

love its furrr, so fluffyyyyyyy, so cuteeeeeeeeee

looks v innocent eh

When I look at the brown rabbit I was like "EeeeEe.....it is damn cuteeeee!". I fall in love wif tis brown rabbit literally. I wan tis brown bunny!!! Next time probably I wanna get a rabbit as pet beside dogs. I was thinking falling wif love wif pets is better rather than falling in love wif homosapiens as pets will neither harm nor hurt ur feelings.

Why Like Tat?

2009-02-03T17:05:00.004+08:00

I'm trying to shower my luv n my attention to my FYP Matlab coding.
However, I can't understand the looping.

Me: Y like tat? y? y? y?

Matlab: Tat's a secret I'll never tell, X.O.X.O. Matlab

*pawned by Matlab literally T_T*

Programming esp the looping part for me is like ‘看不懂的秘密’, a secret tat can't be understood! Back to work...gotta try making serendipitous discoveries.

If You Love Someone...

2009-02-01T16:20:00.006+08:00

THE ORIGINAL VERSION

If you love someone, Set him free...
If he comes back, he's yours,
If he doesn't, it was never meant to be....

THE NEW VERSIONS:

The Pessimist:
If you love someone, Set him free ...
If he ever comes back, he's yours,
If he doesn't, as expected, he never was.
Whatever gave you the idea that he would
anyway?

The Optimist:
If you love someone, Set him free ...
Don't worry, he'll come back.

The Suspicious:
If you love someone, Set him free ...
If he ever comes back, ask him why.

The Impatient:
If you love someone, Set him free ...
If he doesn't come back within a week
forget it.

The Statisticians :
If you love someone, Set him free,
If he loves you, the probability of him
coming back is high.
If he doesn't, your relation was
improbable anyway.

The Patient:
If you love someone, Set him free ...
If he doesn't come back put your life on
hold and sit and wait.

The Playful:
If you love someone, Set him free ...
If he comes back, and if you love him still,
set him free again, repeat*

The Human Ecologist:
If you love someone, Set him free,
In fact, all living creatures deserve to be free!!

Bill Gates:
If you love someone, Set him free,
If he comes back, I think we can charge
him for re-installation fees and
tell him that he's also going to get an upgrade.

The Biologist :
If you love someone, Set him free, He'll evolve.

The Schwarzenegger's fans:
If you love someone, Set him free,
HE'LL BE BACK!

The Overpossessive:
If you love someone,
don't set him free.

The FBI agent:
If you love someone, set him free.
Then put bug on his phone and
surveillance cameras in his house.

The Pathetic:
If you love someone, set him free.
Who wants to be stuck with a loser like
you anyway?

The Lawyer:
If you love someone, set him free.
Then sue him for emotional distress.

The Psycho:
If you love someone, set him free.
If he doesn't come back shoot him.

The Creepy Sociopath:
If you love someone, stalk him.

The C++ programmer:
IF
you love someone
THEN
set him free
END IT UNTIL he comes back

This is pretty interesting. I personally practise the original version all these while. Wat about u? Tats how love suppose to be if you really love tat person. I can't stand some ppl practising the combination of "The Overpossessive + The Patient", tat's not love, it's selfish n forcing doesn't lead ya to happiness, not at all.

Whatever I Like

2009-01-28T15:05:00.004+08:00

I came across Iman Crosson (aka Alphacat) Whatever You Like spoof video clip thru CNN early of dec last year (YES! in CNN!). I got to say when I 1st watched tis vid thru CNN, I thought he was reli Barrack Obama. He look like Obama, man! I tot when did Obama bcome a singer who can rap as well. The next thing I knw is I go to youtube.com to search for tis video. It was so funny. 1 of the coolest spoof I've ever watched in my life. N yes! the no. of viewers r HUGE, over 2 million! U gotta hav a look at it, note the lyrics! 1 of the funniest part in tis video u can see is "For the LAST time, I'm NOT Muslim!!!" at 1:27 *ROFL!!!!!*

T.I.- Whatever You Like SPOOF! (OBAMA- Whatever I Like) by Alphacat

ain't tat cool? ain't tat funny? I luv tis vid ManNnnG! Now, I can do wateva I like! *LOL*

Drama Spree

2009-01-27T20:40:00.004+08:00

"...that's a secret I'll never tell..you know you love me - X.O.X.O. Gossip Girl -"

My best companion during my sem break or my boring uni life would be drama series. I was having drama spree on Gossip Girl during my sem break. Catching up till the latest episode of Season 2 at the moment. Their r'ship r super complicated. I love watching Nate Archibald (Chace Crawford), he's just so handsome! I Dan Humphrey (Penn Badgley) got his own style while Chuck Bass (Ed Westwick) has his own personalities and the way he talk is so 'cool' haha! Both Serena van der Woodsen (Blake Lively) and Blair Waldorf (Leighton Meester) r gorgeous.

And did u knw tat Blake & Penn r couples in real life? Couples in drama, couples in reality too...interesting eh? No wonder they r sooo into it while they r acting as a couple!

So, it's time to catch up wif some TVB drama series, the hottest since last year, The Gem of Life. Thr r total 80 episode of it! I just started watching it around last thursday and now I'm watched till episode 47. Still got 30++ episode to complete the whole series. Tis series v long winded lar, no wonder freakin much episodes! Anyway, thx to Gem of Life for being my companion during my CNY break.

I won't be going into details into both of these drama as u can read their reviews all over the internet. I can't wait to finish Gem of Life, then I'll stop watching any TVB drama series as I've gotta concentrate more on my FYP. I'm still slacking rite now...I've got no motivation to do my work, sigh.

The End of My SE K800i

2009-01-25T13:49:00.007+08:00

My 1 yr n 4 mth sony ericsson K800i confirmed spoilt dy. T.T can't b fixed coz the board spoilt unless change the whole board which is expensive, gonna cost a price of a new fon so im nt recommended to do so by the lady in the SE service centre. i'm so heartache! wat i can do is to buy a new fon but I plan to go back Miri only buy. Me n my Sarawakian frens act find the selling price of Ipoh fon r more exp than Sarawak. Since I'm grad soon n I don't trust Ipoh bussinessman here. I would rather go back Miri buy new fon. Tis time, I'm nt gonna buy AP & SE. I'll be aiming for Nokia cellfons. Right now, I'm targeting Nokia 5800 XpressMusic. If I'm nt mistaken, tis shud b Nokia's 1st fully touchscreen fon. Right now it's selling at RM1499 (Zitron set). Wit its various good features, it definitely worth at its price! Simply gorgeous!

Gong Xi Fa Cai

2009-01-25T00:23:00.002+08:00

I'm spending my CNY in uni tis time. Although I'm gonna spend a v lonely n quiet cny tis year, but I wanna wish everyone a prosperous CNY!!! May u ppl hav a wonderful dinner tonite. For those who can't spend time at home having reunion din wif family / cny at hometown, don't be too upset, u r not alone. Furthermore, thr r more cny to come. Lookin' forward to tat. HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!

Unlucky, VERY!

2009-01-21T21:52:00.006+08:00

Life's like a ferris wheel, it turns n turns,...sometimes u r at highest peak, but sometimes at the lowest peak. I guess I stayed at tat highest peak for sometime dy n now...oh well, wat comes ard goes ard n I'm back to the lowest peak.

2009 haven't been treating me well so far. I've been unhappy most of the time. Last nite, my SEK800i suddenly went DEAD. Then, I hold it up, it was so hotttttttt...scares me a lil, my fon nvr get tat heaty before. I try to switch on my fon several times, it doesnt work at all, yes! NOT AT ALL!. Then I try to charge my fon, NOT working as well. So, I took off the batt. After it had cool down, I tested it on my frens SEK fon, it was functioning...so eliminate batt faulty. It mus be fon faulty dy.

Nevertheless, I didn't giv up, I try it on my fon once again. I left it for a moment wif my batt in the fon. When I get back OMG, it was so hotttttt...it heats up itself. When I took the batt, damn, the batt expanded...So 100% sth wrong wif my fon...I spoilt by batt by doing tat, wat an expensive experiment!!! 1 SE batt cost RM176 (ori SE of coz). T.T

I'm sooo upset!!! It hav been a year n four mths since I bought the fon & it was working well till last nite such thing happen. I hope it's not gonna cost me a bomb repairing it. Its batt oredy gonna cost me a bomb :(.

I purposely went down to Ipoh alone by taking bus just to fix my fon. Went to SE Service Centre located inside Courts (opposite Jusco). They r gonna help me to check wats the prob n then call me up to tell me wat happened n how much isit to fix it (tis will depends on my decision, to repair or not to...). I'm gonna wait til after CNY for their news. Damn soi, approaching CNY such thing happened, sigh!

Actually I've got a extra fon (Nokia 8210). I use tat for my maxis no. However, its batt is nt so good. The batt can turn flat anytime when calling. N the batt doesn't last for long hours. Since I'm in Ipoh, I went to a mobile shop, which is opposite jusco ( opposite the balai polis). I forgot the name of the shop but a lot of Hotlink stickers thr. I purchased a batt fr my Nokia thr since none of the mobile shop inside Jusco selling batt for Nokia old fon models. A lot of thing happened n ran thru my mind causing my mind so stuffed, I didn't think so much...hence, I din even bother to get a receipt fr tat man. I just tested my new batt(Nokia), DAMN! it's nt working. I can't even charge it. I guess I'm conned. Tat batt isn't ori as they don sell ori...cost me RM15. Yes, it's cheap but I got to save tat RM15 for my SEK800i repairing fee. Darn tat Ipoh con man!

WAKE UP MY DEAR K800i!!! I miss u n I can't live without u! T.T

Final Sem Day 1

2009-01-19T15:59:00.003+08:00

Finally, it's my final sem babeh! Today is the 1st day of lectures. 1 of my core sub is clashing wif my minor. Only 1 lecture clashing, the rest is fine. But the lecturer of my minor is such a cool guy, I told him bt it & he say he might change the clashing day (which is today) to tutorial slot. So 1 of my prob is solve. Another is my FYP. I did nt hav any progress throughout the hols. I didn't even do anything bt it at all. Tell me, how can do work in hols one hehe! So, I'm gonna meet my lecturer soon to discuss bt it (scary~).

Oh yeah, I've seen a lot of new faces in the campus...juniors..Felt so old dy. When I was a junior, I knw almost all the faces ard the campus, tis senior doing wat course in which year which sem. When I'm a senior, I don't even knw haha! Well, tats the trend. Luv my timetable tis sem. Tis sem 15 credit hours wif 5 subjects includin 1 Final Year Project (FYP). Nt so heavy & wat's more, friday no class!! (I hope thr is no any further changes on the timetable) Tat's cool!

LDR

2009-01-18T12:22:00.001+08:00

"Love conquers all, distance and time!"

In a glimpse of eyes, it hav been approaching a year since I'm in LDR wif R.. It was crazy when I first got into LDR wif him coz we were just in a r'ship for 2 weeks & then we got to be apart fr each other by 4000++ miles away as he's in Aus. What's more, he's not fr Miri. I've never imagine 1 day my another half would be a West Msian. LDR is quite a tough r'ship test. I must say LDR wasn't tat easy but not as hard as well. It's like a test to prove our love. If u can get thru it, tat's reli reli great! What's important r communication (as often as possible - email, fon calls, IM, sms & etc.), trust, mutual understanding, faithful, honesty, commitment, optimistic, tolerance and patience.

Me, was like the rest, used to think LDR is near impossible. Most of the ppl ard me will giv me negative comments on my LDR, such as "out of sight, out of mind", "not practical for long term, "not long lasting" n etc.. Tat's y if u r in LDR, u gotta stay optimistic. However, those doesn't scares me off. If it were be last time, I would be pretty much influence by those negative comments by my frens esp. Luckily, I hav such a great bf whom r willing to put so much effort to maintain our LDR (of coz I put a lot of effort as well, else we won't make it til today).

Well, I have to say LDR is sometimes v annoying, esp when I need him beside me or when I'm depressed. Sometimes, the mobile service provider is bad & we can't hear each other cleary, therefore, either of us got to repeat wat we said. Another thing is coz of the distance, most of the communication mode will be on sms/instant messaging. No mode of communication which can beat face-to-face conversation. SMS/IM usually cause miscommunication n which later lead to misunderstanding. Besides, quarrelling or argue-ing would b reli bad to LDR. Quite high maintenance n challenging eh. LDR v high level indeed. Kinda interesting as well, sometimes...

Now, it's funny when ppl tell me LDR can never last. So wat if some ppl their bfs/gfs r near them. Some of those ppl hav their gfs/bfs of many years in the same place ended up just like tat coz of misc. reasons (some left for another gal/boy).

I've learned n experienced a lot fr LDR thru thick n thin, which I nvr exp in a typical normal r'ship. In LDR, u don't get to be wif each other/meet each other so often...therefore ppl tend to be more appreciative. I treasure the times we r able to spend together for certain time, which is short each time during our hols.

Grazie cosi tanto, my baby R.. The longer our LDR is, the closer it is till the day we get to be together. Good things r worth waiting. And they say, save the best for the last. Good luck for those who r in LDR.

Belated B'day Present

2009-01-17T11:33:00.004+08:00

Guess wat? My b'day is a mth ago & I still receive b'day pressie! Oh well, actually they purposely wait til after I come back to UTP only giv me coz it's nt practical to bring it bac to Miri & giv me & then I bring back to uni.

Actually, I always wanted sth like tis but I dun knw y I nvr think of buying it. I have a lot of earrings which I kept in a plastic container. I love tis pressie v much, now my earrings got their 'wardrobe'. I don't knw whats the name of this thing, earrings rack/earrings hanger/...well, wateva it is called. It can occupy 64 pairs of earrings, easy to install/dismantle & it can be turned 360 degree..It's v convenient as I can turn n pick whichever earrings tat I would love to wear. Heart it!!!

Anyway, tis time, I din bring my entire collection of my earrings back to uni coz I'm grad soon so I try to minimize my stuff. Tis is prob half of my collection. The rest I left it in Miri. Merci for the pressie, Reena, Y.Ching & W.Chin! I like it v much & it is indeed v useful for me :)

Last Day In Miri

2009-01-15T14:25:00.005+08:00

Final day in Miri. It is a busy day for me. I'm sooo last minute! (no good!) I went to the dentist after my breakfast for cleaning & polishing. Somehow, Dr. Aziz didn't clean so nice for me tho, I guess it was lunch time so rushing for lunch since I'm the last customer for the morning session. I'm quite unsatisfied, he forgot to take off the glue behind one of my tooth. Don't ask me wat glue is tat, I dunno exactly wat the thing is. All I knw is for sticking the stainless steel behind my teeth. Oh well, orthodontic stuff. Or maybe it's called cement, I think so....I don't reli rmber!

I wasn't tat happy wif my cleaning & polishing oso coz the black black thing, which I don knw wat the heck is tat. Dr. Aziz told me it wasn't plaque, it was the food stain, might be fr coffee/tea as well. Oh wait, I don drink so much coffee/tea leh. Got 1 line of the black thing, on my wisdom tooth & when I look at it I feel quite annoyed. I also scared if 1 day it bcome plaque then I have to go under surgery to remove my wisdom tooth at the bottom. Dr. Aziz said tat my wisdom tooth at the lower part grew out nicely, upright. The ones at upper part not yet grow. However, wisdom tooth r useless tooth. They only made u spend cash to remove them in the end as they r quite easily spoilt.

For me, maintaining my tooth is important. Prob coz my parents spent a lot of money for my braces. Therefore, I can't afford to let any of my tooth spoil, except for wisdom tooth. Furthermore, imagine urself losing 1 of the tooth in the front part, esp when u smile. Aww, tat would make u look so bad. I knw don hav to worry tat much as thr r fake tooths. But, nothing is better than the real ones rite.

Made a new retainer but it wasn't ready yet so I hav to go back to collect it. So I got home n bake my fave choc cake. I gotta shower first now before visit gynae in the medical centre nearby n go back the Dr. Aziz Dental Clinic to collect my new retainer. I actually lost my retainers, for both bottom n upper tooth since 2-3 years back, darn! I don't knw whr I left it. Tat reli cost a me a bomb, 1 retainer for RM150. So two for RM300 -_-". But I only made 1 since upper tooth is more necessary.

Maintaining ur tooth after taking off wif braces is important. Else, ur tooth can reli go out of shape. Then, the RM4k spent on the braces is wasted. I don't wan tis to happen. Anyway, mine is nt so bad, just tat nt as compact as before since I've stopped using retainer for quite long...Serve me rite for nt listening to dentist advice, he asked me to use it at nite. Now, I'm gonna start using retainer, every nite! I plan to make a new retainer for the lower part on my next hols, Rm150 is soooooo pricey for me. Next time, I wanna make my children to be an orthondontic specialist then they can earn a lot of money fr thr n then bring me go travelling ard the world. LOL...anyway, just a random crap.

Anyway, I'm flying off tmrw. I'm happy to travel wif MAS but unhappy coz I can't meet some of my frens who come back to Miri only after I left, unhappy to not able to celeb CNY (darn UTP, if Raya got 1 week hols summore mid sem bring advance just for Raya but CNY dun hav such priorities), unhappy to travel ALONE (for the very 1st time back to uni in these 3 years), to go back to the land of sadness/loneliness/busy-ness/hectic-ness, UTP. I feel better by tellin' myself, patient...final sem dy, I'm gonna grad soon! Man, I reli can't wait to grad!

Wat The Plate?!

2009-01-08T18:43:00.002+08:00

Proton Perdana XXXIDB123

1st time saw tis type of car plate no., at Penang Island. I don understand y! Y isit XXXIDB123 huh. So weird! Anyone has any idea?

Sigh!

2009-01-07T14:12:00.003+08:00

Before I realize, my sweet relaxing hols is coming to an end after 11 days. I have approx 1 week left in Miri bfore flying off again. OMG, I don wanna go back UTP tat soon, I don want!!!! I'm intimidated by FYP2. Thinkin of all the assign, projects, tests, exams n the worst of all, FYP reportssSs......sadddddd. *sob* I don wanna go back uni but I wan to grad. It's my final sem...I hope it won't be way too hectic. Time, will u go slower bfore uni starts pls?

Emptiness

2009-01-03T20:26:00.002+08:00

I've been feeling tis, eversince I came back to Miri. I hav no idea y is tat so. Sometimes, I hate growing up n old. It's not fun. I'm feeling so so empty. If only 'u' were here. Argh!

New Year '09

2009-01-01T12:24:00.002+08:00

I rmber last new year eve, I spent in Penang celebrating wif a bunch of interns in one of the intern's penthouse thr. Tis yr, I'm back in Miri. Well, actually nth much...just an outing wif another 2 gals...form 6 mates. Our initial plan was Soho but they have some sort of RM99/pax for New Year's eve so we changed plan to Al-Fresco BUT luck is nt on ourside, it was fully reserved. Nvm, we switched to Secret Recipe, which is nearby to Al-Fresco. Just sit down drink n eat some cakes chit chatting. Updating each other's life n talkin abt r'ships. Ard 11pm, we had to leave since it's closing. My fren drove us ard Boulevard n Yakin Commercial Centre to c wat's happening thr. We don reli hav any idea whr to go. Prob shud just stayed at Al-Fresco area waiting for countdown. Then we ended up going Soho to hav a look...When the time is near, we went outside Ming's Cafe (thr is countdown thr) n countdown thr n watch fireworks. Although thr is just small grp of us, 3 ladies, but it was pretty fun. We had fun chit chatting hehe :). It's new year again...how time flies! I hope it would be another great n happy year for me. 2008 has been great since I met him. Tis year...last sem. I'm looking forward for my convo. Great! I can't wait to graddddd! Wish me lotsa luck.

HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009!

X'Mas '08

2008-12-27T10:16:00.001+08:00

After spending 35 days in West M'sia, I'm finally back to my hometown, with a pretty heavy heart. Not tat I don't wanna go home or nt happy to be back in home, it's just tat I couldn't bear to be apart fr him each n every time after we meet, we gotta be apart fr such a long time. The time we got to spend together is nt long yet nt too short. Y thr mus be a goodbye after a hello? Oh well, tat's life.

Last year, I spent my X'Mas eve in Gurney Plaza, Penang wif a big gang of interns. Tis year, I spent my X'Mas eve in Penang again, but different mall, Queensbay Mall. So we had X'Mas eve dinner at Sakae Sushi. After dinner, the rest went for movie while me & dar went to walk by the seaside outside the mall coz we watched almost all the movies screening in the cinema. The only movie we wanted to watch is like so late so...

After the rest fin movies, we actually went to Old Town White Coffee for chit chattin while countdown for X'Mas. Ard 1am, we reach home n starting packing for road trip to Malacca at 5am. Tat was crazy, me n dar din hav sufficient sleep.

I visited most of the historical places in Malacca for 2 days 1 nite except for The Ship (it ran out of electricity), didn't manage to enter Christ Church (dunno y it was closed). I visited the A Famosa Fort, Hang Li Po's well, Christ Church, Menara Taming Sari, the famous Jonker's Walk n the new mall, Dataran Pahlawan.

I tried the Chicken Rice Ball in Malacca, the rice is nice but nt the chicken, the rice ball..erm nth much just tat special coz it's rice ball. Too bad didn't get to try the satay celup n cendol in Malacca. Thr r still plenty of good food in Malacca which I didn't get to try...perhaps next time.

Merry Christmas & Happy New Year!!!

p.s. yeahhh, it's stil x'mas, fyi, it's eight days...now u understand y ppl alwiz greet x'mas together wif new year.

23rd Birthday

2008-12-16T22:21:00.012+08:00

It's my 1st time celebrating my b'day out of Miri. Tis time, my bf arranged a surprise b'day celeb for me at Tao, Autocity. Initially, I thought thr was only 2 of us, I was shocked by Erica's n Hubert present. I did nt hav a single clue of it. My bf mus had a hard time keepin it fr me since I'm wif him everyday in Penang, LOL. It's cool tat tis yr, Hubert celeb my b'day. The 1st time I met him was during my b'day celeb at Sakae Sushi, QB Mall, Penang durin intern. N tis yr, he turned up for my b'day celeb, Japanese meal again. Tats cool...

Before heading to Tao @ Autocity, which is at the Penang mainland, he handed me my b'day present. I had many surprises for my b'day tis time. Tis time, my bf don't buy me bouquet of roses. As he hav bought me 2 bouquet of roses, each at separate time before tis, tis time, he decided to giv me sth tat I can keep. So, he got me an unique soap carving red roses fr Melbourne, Aussie.

It's so beautiful n lovely, I love it so much. It's so special, I've never received such a present bfore. It looks so real...it's carved using Lux soap. Nt sure bt the leave though, but the white white thing is nt the soap carving.

b'day pressie fr my baby

tis is it!

gorgeous soap carved roses

i heart it!

concentrating driving on the road

Tao @ Autocity, Juru

here I am

Some of the foods we ordered...well, I've forgotten the names. The fish is yummy in Tao but the sashimi is not so nice tho. Their service is good, efficient n fast. Thr's at least a waiter/waitress serving 2 tables. The guys can't bear if the order box got empty. They kept ordering.

While the waitress serving us kept reminding us we stil got tis n tat order, got tis n tat rolls, asked if Hubert reli want to placed the order, she sked he can't finish the food. Haha, d waitress dunno tat Hubert got such a big appettie. My bf got v big appettie too but apparently, he lost to Hubert.

Apparently, I thought it was just a buffet dinner wif frens n bf at Tao...Thr's more. A bunch of Tao waiters/waitresses singing Happy B'day to me while bringing d b'day cake to my table. I'm very surprised.

makin' my b'day wish

may my dreams come true!

candle blowing

me & him

Hubert, me & Erica

Me & Erica

choc fudge & oreo cheese cakes fr Secret Recipe, tq all!!

group pic

Me & Hubert

me & my man

us again

B'day pressie fr ET & JS

Another b'day pressie, fr dar's parents - fragrance, Gucci Envy

I'm so happy, wif great companies, good food n b'day pressies~ Now I've officially turned 23.

SPCA Penang: Dog Show

2008-12-13T16:21:00.005+08:00

Thr was a dog show by Penang's SPCA (Society for the Prevention of Cruelty to Animals). I love golden retriever! They r just so gorgeous! Thr was various dog performing - fashion shows / trick / competition.

look at the cam, retriever!

thr ya go

Tis is a Jap breed, I forgot wat's the name for tis breed dy. Oh yeah, the owner of tis dog is fr Japan. The dogs were well-trained. Wif their master (owner) wif them, u can ask them to allow u to touch their dog. So cute rite tis Jap breed dog, It is huge, wif v nice coating, its coating is so soft n fluffy. The tail sooooo cute! It looks v fierce tho.

tats the Jap uncle who owned tis dog - "good dog good dog"

looks like wolf :P

tis dog is hugeee, it's saliva drops everywhere, kinda disgusting hehe

looks like twin eh?

Linda Chung's Meet The Fans Session, Queensbay, Penang

2008-12-13T15:27:00.008+08:00

Oh yeahhhh, I went to Queensbay Mall to watch Linda Chung performing in Queensbay Mall, Penang. Haha, I was lucky tat she came to Penang while I'm havin my hols here. She was here to promote her new release album n also Bio-essence products n yes, she's Bio-essence current ambassador.

She looks exactly like how she appeared in the TVB drama series. Her make up is definitely thick! She's very tall n slim! already so tall still wore such a tall high heels. She's fair, nice n humble. She looks so sweet n pretty in person. I think she acts better than she sings. For me, her singing still ok ok. I prefer her acting :).

It was such a crowd tat nite. So many ppl were waitin' to c her. Me n my baby hardly snap a clear vivid photo of her portrait u knw, She kept moving n thr's no way to snap a vivid photo of her since we r using our cellphone cam.

QB decor on top for X'Mas, I think every year oso same but it's gorgeous!

a hardcore fan waving her poster high up

look at the crowd!!

The host, fr MyFM, Fei Bi holding Linda's poster

The pics below I took fr other ppl's blog, much clearer!:

album signing session

For more photos of Linda Meet The Fans Session in QB, view it here.

Only those bought her album can queue to get her signature on the stage. Unfortunately, u may only get her signature, u can't snap a photo wif her due to the time constraints, poor thing -_-". They came so late, This session supposed to start at 8pm but they came like an hour later. Well, tis is M'sian style perhaps. The organizer shud be PUNCTUAL next time! Gambatte, Linda Chung Ka Yan! :)

Golfing in Penang

2008-12-13T15:17:00.003+08:00

It hav been so long, I think at least 1 yr plus I haven't touch golf. N darn, my skills hav been reli rusty...Terrible. I went golfing wif my baby, his dad n bro to Bukit Jambul's Country & Golf Club after dinner time. It's my 1st time playin' driving range in Penang. His dad n bro was good but me n dar was weak. Haha, tat's wat happen when u stopped a sport for such a long time.

.driving range at Bukit Jambul, Penang

tats my baby, aiming the ball

HIT! (whr had the ball flew to?)

It's at nite so can't take proper pics.Golf reminds me of Dzadza. She's one of my bestie, who teached me how to play golf. I wonder if we get to meet tis hols n play golf together. Miss her :)

BBQ Party at Ipoh

2008-12-13T14:50:00.006+08:00

After exams, I went Ipoh for few nites b4 I headed to Penang. Thx to Li Yen for inviting me along to her house for few nites n BBQ Party in her house 2 weeks plus ago. The BBQ Party has another purpose as well, to celeb Ricky's belated 23rd b'day. It was such a busy n tiring day, helpin out to prepare the food, bbq-ing the stuff n cleaning up. However, it was a great time having fun n gatherin n not forgettin eatin nice yummy food!

the ladies

bbqing sausages n chick wings

stuffed tomato wif chick n ginger

cream puffs

mini sandwiches

Ricky's Choc Indulgence fr Secret Recipe

ladies wif the b'day guy

gentleman wif the b'day guy

Stars

2008-12-08T15:02:00.003+08:00

Finally, mission accomplished! Been folding hundreds of stars bfore d hols. Starry stars~

Well...

2008-11-25T17:13:00.003+08:00

I'm so careless these two days. Yesterday, when I close the door I actually accidentally 'kiap' my left hand's last finger n shouted "awwwwww". I just woke up so blur blur. N today, while putting my hangers back to wardrobe, I accidentally hit my elbow at the stupid metal at the side of the wardrobe door. Painful! V pain! It sux to knock here n thr.

Anyway, I've been watching 命中注定我愛你 (Ming Zhong Zhu Ding Wo Ai Ni) last weekend for whole day long n I finally fin d 23 ep. It was reli good. It's my 1st time watching Taiwanese "au xiang ju" "idol drama?"

Tis is one of the best drama I watched tis sem besides Moonlight Resonance. Nevertheless, Moonlight Resonance is still the best of the best!

Happy Holidays!

2008-11-22T02:06:00.006+08:00

Finally, I've done wif my final exams. As usual, I don feel extremely happy after exams. No idea y tis sem, finals feels like test. Prob I'm so used to exams after 3 years in UTP eh? The papers tis sem was quite ok, I felt good tat I was actually quite well prepared except for my last paper. Anyway, felt so relieved tat tis sem is over *phew*. Now, I can truly madly deeply indulge in eng/taiwanese/tvb drama series or reality shows *grin*

Sometimes, I can't believe how time flies!!! At tis time, I feel like time ticking so slow but when I look back, it's like wow! tat's fast! Sometimes it's hard to believe tat next sem would be my final sem. Furthermore, I'll be turning twenty three officially in 3 weeks time.

I'll do well in FYP 2 next sem as my FYP 1 is nt so good. Well, I can't wait to grad! Right now I just can't wait for 30th Nov! oh my happiness~

Let me declare the end of my 4th Year 1st Sem n the beginning of my sem break. Dec gonna be real fun wif my precious by my side. Miss him heaps!

yay! no need camp in IRC to study dy!!! not until next sem though

3 down, 1 to GO!

2008-11-17T16:42:00.003+08:00

3/4 papers DOWN! I had my Power Systems 2 paper tis morning. I thought tis paper would be the killer paper. Apparently, it's not. I was so happy to c those questions, I managed to finish all the 5 quest in time, despite some careless mistakes which r reli silly. How could I? *sigh*

I'm surprised tat Electrical Machines is tougher than Power Systems. I think I studied reli hard tis semester, I reli put a lot of effort into it by myself as I'm not blessed by the "godlikes", jk, I meant I don't reli hav someone to depend on for my specialization.

Bcoz the rest of my power gang r guys n they don go library...Erica, my EE gf bff is taking other major, I hav to study v independently tis sem. Like wat she said, I'm sumhow like independent candidate. Wat to do? I'm the only chinese gal taking Power Sys as specialization while the other chinese gals r in Control Sys (most of 'em).

Yesterday while doin past year papers for Power Sys II, I was kinda *kek tiok*. Most of my test quest r fr last sem final paper. If only I knew...if only I were tat hardworking. Oh well, I never do past year questions for tests. It's too late for me to realize tis anyway. Aih, heartache.

Also, I just discovered tat thr's 2 part of my answer, for my Power Sys II Test 3 is correct...total of 6 mark thr. It will be contributing 0.75 point to my coursework. So, after my paper today, I enthusiasticly went to find my Power Sys II lecturer, Dr. Mukerjee.

I showed him my answer and I told him he din giv me marks on tat. And u knw wat did he said to me? "the way u do is incorrect" T.T It's correct wat, just the other parts wrong. Eventhough my method a bit incorrect, but tat two parts r correct! I don't understand!

However, I didn't argue wif him. Thr's no point argue wif him. He's Dr. I'm just a undergrad. Then he asked wat's my coursework. I told him then he say ok wat. I'm afraid tat 0.75 point will make a difference between two grades/GPA if my score is like in between. Aih, heartache!

Then, Dr. Mukerjee asked me how was finals? I told him tat I did some careless mistakes in some parts. I actually regret saying tat to him, I should just tell him my finals is good & fullstop. After tat, he start giving me lectures...he said things like "he dun understand y we students owez makes those miskates, blabla...in the future we r the one hav to stand on our own...frankly speakers like him in UTP which is not many, tell u these, hav to depend on urself, nobody thr will help u blabla....".

Oh well, wat he said is true but "can I have tat 6 marks tat I'm suppose to hav for my Test 3 PLSSS?" (of coz I did not asked him, I just kept nodding my head n yes...yes...)

Now I understand how my fren were lectured by him coz he did not do v well in his Test 3. My 0.75% just gone like tat. *sob* I studied so hard & I reli hope my hard work pays off wif good grades. *fingers crossed* +

Finals Mode

2008-11-04T22:00:00.004+08:00

my closed carred

So, I'll be camping in uni IRC. Argh, it's so miserable to study for whole day long & of coz, tiring! Oh well, just 3 weeks!!! Let the war begins...Do pray for me so I have the strength, energy & luck to go through the final war for tis sem. May God bless me, Amen!

Facial Treatment

2008-11-02T16:34:00.004+08:00

It have been several months I haven't do any facial treatment. So, I did facial treatment mask today.

It's an intensive facial treatment mask that replenishes and restores moisture for deeply hydrated and bouncy skin. It boosts skin's moisture level 12 times with a penetrating Vitamin C formula, leaving skin soft and dewy with a healthy glow.

So relaxing, feels so good after using it. I felt my complexion smoother n so moisturized after using it. Well, it's nt my 1st time using Neutrogena's mask. I've tried other masks bfore but I don't rmber which is better. Anyway, I find Neutrogena masks (both whitening & deep hydrating) r good :).

Painful

2008-10-31T17:33:00.002+08:00

I think my health has been depreciating. It's so bad. I used to only have mild cramps/period pain in the past unless I took cold beverages/food then I'll experience ultimate pain. However, I've never taken any menstrual pain killer until last month coz he pain was unbearable tat time.

Oh well, blame it on myself for not taking care of my body properly. Fancy drinking so much green tea bfore my menstrual cycle. It was so pain tat I felt so sick & can't stand n finally I listen to my bestie advice to consume Panadol Menstrual, for the v 1st time.

I alwiz refuse to take any pain killer, medicines r no good. I don't wan to rely on medicine. But it's hard for nt taking medicine when u r faraway fr home. At least at home my mum / aunt will cook ginger chicken wif dunno wat chinese alcohol soup to ease my period pain, tats the traditional way n it works.

Tis mth, I'm experiencing period pain again but NOT as bad as last mth. I've been very discipline, I din take cold stuff a few days bfore my period (yeah, my period is quite consistent so I knw ard when it wil 'come'). It sux to hav period during tests/exams. I'm having a test today & I'm having period pain. Darn, I hav to take consume d striking pinkish tablets. It doesn't look good, look so chemical. Moreover, I'm nt a fan of bright pink color.

I was kinda distracted by my p-pain during the test. Thinkin back during high sch, I can even go for marching practices n wushu training while I'm havin period. I wan my health back! I hope I won be eating u for next mth.

EE Dean's List Ceremony

2008-10-29T20:10:00.004+08:00

held at undercroft, in btwn Chancellor Hall & IRC

the faces of future EE engineers

facing the IRC, backing the Chancellor Hall of uni

The elevator in IRC

the magnificient IRC of my uni, UTP

overlooking Chancellor Hall fr IRC

Credit to Ivan's DSLR cam, Canon EOS 350D.

Kizuna Japanese Restaurant

2008-10-29T18:42:00.005+08:00

Finally I get to eat Japanese last week after such a long time! So, me & my frens went to Kizuna @ Ipoh. It was 8:30pm when we reached Ipoh. I wonder y those ppl have dinner so late! The restaurant was fully occupied & we had to wait a lil while. The environment is not bad.

crowded & full house!

The food is not bad. I had ordered a Nabe Udon, Shake (salmon sushi) & my frens ordered the Dragon thinggy & it's delicious. Overall, service is good, food is not bad.

Dragon sth, got tempura, salmon, tuna, unagi & etc.

SALMON!!!

The salmon a bit soft soft. Nth beats the salmon I had in Shogun/Jogoya yet. Esp Jogoya. OMG Jogoya is just like a food heaven, I miss dining thr!!! I'm looking forward for japenese buffet at Tao, Penang. 1 more mth. Salmonnnnnnnnnn! :P

Anyway, check tis restaurant out if u r in Ipoh n if u love Japs cuisine. However, better make a call to reserve seats bfore going :)

Kizuna Japanese Restaurant Sdn. Bhd.
No. 8-10, Jln Medan Ipoh 1B,
Medan Ipoh Bistari, 31400 Ipoh, Perak.
Tel: 05-542 8880/8801 (Reservation)

A Step Closer

2008-10-28T23:04:00.003+08:00

No more lectures!!! oh yeah! but then I still hav a proj due tis thurs, a test on Fri n an oral pres for FYP on next wed. Finals is just ard d corner. My 1st paper is on next next Monday, 10/11. Last paper on 21/11. I can't wait for tis sem to end!!! I'm so looking forward exams to come n end. I'm a step closer to my swthrt, 1 more mth, 1 more! I just can't wait for it~ *i.miss.him.uberly*! :)

Stress Lead to Depression

2008-10-25T18:40:00.003+08:00

It's depressing, everything around me. I wished I could go home anytime like my other unimates, anytime they like during the weekends but my house is across the sea. I've been feeling quite down recently. When will all of these come to an end? It shall be a happy ending, I hope.

Busy, busy & BUSY!!!

2008-10-22T14:21:00.001+08:00

Super duper busy. I hav to hand in an assignment n a tutorial on tmrw. Wat's more? I have a test tmrw as well! A group project is due next week & we don hav d time to even initiate the project yet. FYP Interim Report is due next week too. I have a Test 3 for Power Sys, which is my last test next Fri noon. FYP Oral Pres is in another two weeks (study week). Wat is worst is finals begin after three weeks. Imma having a helluva time tis week. Next week, last week of lectures is not good either. Final year is miserableee or shud I say uni life is miserable since every sem oso almost like tat. I hope everything goes well. May God bless me. Amen.